ARGH! i seriously need my beauty slp man!! i m so tired! worst still, i m attached to cmp today. gonna be dead beat. damn it. argh.

anyway, had party on sat. happy birthday to linda(: hope you had a enjoyable birthday on that night(:

2 more weeks and holiday is ending soon. aww! thats so fast lahs.

i need more holidays man!!!

i want to enjoy night life! i dont even want to go back to sch lahs. omg. how i wish there is no school man! ):

got to prepare for work soon! bye! :D

i will be back to post more! got to rush for work! BYE! :D

Friend

can you define the word 'friend'?
some friend are meant to be nice.
some friend are meant to be friendly.
where as some are just meant to be mean and cunning.

friends are pretty much important in my life.
okie. i shall say VERY important in my life.
they are part and parcel and also important role.
but more often, many friends around made me not to trust them.
some are friendly.
some are just actting friendly.
even worst, some are just backstabbing.
but why?
why are these friend started to backstab each other?
why can't they communicate?
scare friendship got worse?
scare friends being snatch?
all these afraids, i do have too.
maybe a better way for friends to communicate well,
is to have heart to heart talks.
everyone has every right to make their own friend.
no matter is new or old.
being with friends should have a balance.
not only sticking to the closest friends,
but to other friends too.
to me, that is my thinking.
i felt so great i have these friends around me.
especially close ones.
you guys made a great impact in my life.
i felt that friends are important than any other thing.
but still, no one understand the word 'friend' yet.
yes, no one.

if you ask, what makes me understand totally about 'friends'?
yes. i can say that,
for all these life i have spent.
i have many ups and downs with my friends.
be it is primary school friends, sec school friends, cliques,
or even at work place.
i have fun making friends with them.
do you took advantage of my friendlyness?
do you worth my trust?
most importantly, do you worth my respect?
i do change. not only me.
people do change.
they might change for the better, or even worst.
people have feelings.
yes, there might be jealousy around.
but ain't we are friends afterall?
why bother fighting or quarreling?
ain't we suppose to hear both sides? and not only one-sided story?

i felt so gald i have many friends around me.
and definately, i would cherish them more than anything else.
cos friends, i m part and parcel in your life too(:

p/s: its totally not pin-pointing anyone.
pls dont felt offended!
thanks(:

updated over at my private blog too(:

COME ON LIYUN!
468++ plus everything!!!
time to save money for it!!!
YES! :D

SHOULD I?

back from work. tml is another tough day. its hari raya.
selamat hari raya to all muslim people! :D
enjoy your celebration(:
pal, i suddenly miss you ):
can we meet up for sakura?
i hope so. i really miss you pal):

i m starting to lose interest.
i dont wish to go on.
i m happy with my life now.
with friends, school life, night life and work.
i m sorry friends if i really couldn't go on.

i miss every single of the past.
i couldn't express why.
but that is how i m feeling right now.
i wish everything is back to the past.
back to where we used to be.
hanging out together...
msging each other...
seeing each other almost everyday...
yet, i have to stop every single of this misses.
not becos i can't move on, its becos i dont have courage to.
i need you badly.
my tears are rolling down again and again.
yet you never notice about it.
i was so eager and happy even it took just a few secs to see you.
even for a meal.
i m always looking forward to meet you.
still, you never notice about it.
do you know i need you badly?
do you know i need your shoulder?
do you know i need your words to make me stronger?
do you know how i really felt?
do you know every single thing i m doing right now?
i m crying. but do you really know?
perharps, this is the last time i m going to mention about you in my blog.
yes, i hope it shall be the last.
maybe you are all i ever wanted.

to my dearest god,
i pray for all my heart to let him pass his exam.
i shall pray hard.
hope it come true...

CHALET

need to get ready for work soon! update more later at night! (:

WORK!

my priorty now is work! yes! work for this holiday! no going anyelse where except for work and pub. i m going to enjoy before school starts. yes! and i m going to start saving money. i swear. for the sake of my itouch and my clothes, and most importantly, my trips! sorry cliques, really so sorry that i have been delaying and delaying, yet no outcome. i promised we will go either genting or thailand by year end alright?(: together with linda and kelvin(:
hope i do so! YES! i promised!
okie lahs. i m going to bed soon. tml got chalet. damn it. i scolded zhiyuan this afternoon. yet, he still can joke about it when i m damn pissed off. thanks dear for tolerating my temper. i was just joking. see you tml for mj session.(:
i shall upload all pictures when i get the camera cable from my dad.
and oh yes! i wanted to get myself a camera too!
but i think samsung camera sucks like hell. i want canon!!! HOHO!
money saving time! BYE! :D

(:

FINALLY!
Comex 2009 is finally over!
it was a great exprience(: with lots of fun and laughters too! :D
i shall pray real hard to hope that they will call me again for work! (: HAH!

okie! got to prepare for work soon!
i miss KFC crew ):

oh ya, btw. thanks all the loves for visiting me at comex 2009.
thanks vanneh for visiting! sorry. yesterday was really too busy. got not time to entertain you! LOL anyway, thanks! <3
thanks fel and sweetie for bringing the treat(: appreciated! thanks(:
and to those of others i did not mention(:

pub and club this week and next week!
night life, here i come! :D

i m so pek cek uploading photos!
cos i cannot upload!
can someone just go feedback about it?!
if not, i m definately going to change blog soon!!!
damn blogger! sucks like hell man!

OUT NOW! CIAO!

back from chalet!
cheers to CLIQUES! :D:D:D
love love!!
sat! come on, babys!
lets get the party starting hot! :D
BYE!

gotta meet up with sisters soon!
if not she will definately say i neglect her! ):

CHALET

hello. people. i m now in chalet using laptop. its super hot down here! and i got not enough slp! awww!!!
anyway, HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY MANYU! :D:D:D
may your wish come true(:
okie lahs. shall update later.
need to brush my teeth! i want to makan!!!! :D

I seriously dont like chi-na people.
sorry and sad to say. really no offence!
but i seriously starting to hate right now at this moment.
they can seems to be hardworking. yes. i know its damn obvious.
and i admit they are really hardworking hundreds and thousands times
than singaporeans.
but worst of all is! they think they know more things than singaporean!
which really made me feel so F up!
when they start to know that they know more things than singaporeans,
they act a big F as if the whole country is theirs!
wtf! can you imagine?!
their arrogant face?!
their sickening attitude?!
i really cant stand it!
OMG! get out of my sight! Chi-na people!
pissed!!!

GROSS!

caught the last house on the left yesterday. it was gross and digusting. i swear man! i dare not watch it throughout. lol. anyway, tml sch + plus manyu's chalet. hopefully, my dad allow me to stay throughout the 3 days.
okie. got to go work soon.
update later at night(: