Friend

can you define the word 'friend'?
some friend are meant to be nice.
some friend are meant to be friendly.
where as some are just meant to be mean and cunning.

friends are pretty much important in my life.
okie. i shall say VERY important in my life.
they are part and parcel and also important role.
but more often, many friends around made me not to trust them.
some are friendly.
some are just actting friendly.
even worst, some are just backstabbing.
but why?
why are these friend started to backstab each other?
why can't they communicate?
scare friendship got worse?
scare friends being snatch?
all these afraids, i do have too.
maybe a better way for friends to communicate well,
is to have heart to heart talks.
everyone has every right to make their own friend.
no matter is new or old.
being with friends should have a balance.
not only sticking to the closest friends,
but to other friends too.
to me, that is my thinking.
i felt so great i have these friends around me.
especially close ones.
you guys made a great impact in my life.
i felt that friends are important than any other thing.
but still, no one understand the word 'friend' yet.
yes, no one.

if you ask, what makes me understand totally about 'friends'?
yes. i can say that,
for all these life i have spent.
i have many ups and downs with my friends.
be it is primary school friends, sec school friends, cliques,
or even at work place.
i have fun making friends with them.
do you took advantage of my friendlyness?
do you worth my trust?
most importantly, do you worth my respect?
i do change. not only me.
people do change.
they might change for the better, or even worst.
people have feelings.
yes, there might be jealousy around.
but ain't we are friends afterall?
why bother fighting or quarreling?
ain't we suppose to hear both sides? and not only one-sided story?

i felt so gald i have many friends around me.
and definately, i would cherish them more than anything else.
cos friends, i m part and parcel in your life too(:

p/s: its totally not pin-pointing anyone.
pls dont felt offended!
thanks(:

updated over at my private blog too(: