all i want is your shoulder and ears.
but seems like you couldn't give it to me.
yes, i admit i m jealous when i saw you with her.
i will try my very best to avoid everything.
but some how or rather, its seems like its not working.
every little wish that i wished,
every little hope that i hoped,
every little thing that i asked for,
its not true.
but i m always trying to tell myself. yes. its true.
its always me who took the initiative to talk to you.
but nvr once you do that to me.
as what my friend asked me,
why m i not moving on? there are other much better guys out there!
2 years...
its difficult. neither do i want to.
everytime when we were outside,
we talked less than 10 sentences.
can you imagine? its LESS than 10 sentences!
people around me telling me not to be sad
i can't even find someone who can comfort me
when i m hoping for you to approach me just now.
why? i mean isit that difficult?
i wanna burst my tears out. said everything out at a go.
i m tired. you get what i mean?
i dont know why.
we are happily talking away in the past.
but now, its like a total stranger!
i choose to wrote it down here, and not face to face or msg.
cos i dont wish to quarrel with you.
its the last time i m going to write this to tell you how i feel.
you want to read or dont want i won't force you much.
be careful and take good care for your camp trip tml.