HELLO! :D

should i do reborning or should i just dye? wah lao. that's a very big question man!

okie. back to the topic. yesterday work at kodak. let me tell you, i m super tired yesterday! really super tired. walk a few steps feel like fainting. still went to serangoon twice yesterday! hell man. but whatever lahs. after work head down to plaza. heard many real life stories from hau. lol. her dad is really very funny. slack at void deck. home after that.
i m working on the very last day of 2008! wth! all thanks to choo. -.- i m still thinking going down to vivo or downtown east. sians. seriously, i dont like rushing. after work still have to rush down and countdown. on the very first day of 2009, still dont know where to go. they always can't decide and leave all those places for me to think. my brain cells dying man! anyway, i m going shopping on the 7th. i need more and more clothes! and get my very first important things done. which is presents! haha. ling! let's meet up. :D
that's all.

I DONT LIKE COPYCATS! :D

HELLO! :D

i found out something that i want to post!!!!!
seriously, after reading much of HIS blog,
HE sound like a gay, look like a gay and act like a gay.
but HE was not,
cos HE really is a gay.
perharp that's what m i thinking of.
aiya. i think its true lahs.
i dont think anyone guess what this post mean.
only suling know who the HE is. haha.
right ling? :D

HELLO! :D

time reads:5:11am

i just feel like blogging...
omg! let me tell you, i m super tired now. but i dont feel like switching off my laptop. haha. weird right? cos i m scared of dark and i dont want to walk around. thus, i have to wait till morning to switch off! damn it. lol.
oh. by the way,
CHRISTMAS EVE WAS A BLAST MAN! :D
when the clock strikes 12, everyone went crazy. lol! but i think only i m the one went crazy. i m the one like running the entire east coast park. super tiring. with all those foams and crazy ribbon spraying around. makes me so dirty. worst of all, my whole face was with cake. thanks to dumb dumb! my whole body was with that stinking milk smell! wah lao.
one more thing, you know what? they took my grapes and throw around. makes me so mad. my grapes! argh. we bought cakes on that day. for klvin's birthday which is belated. for miaoxuan's birthday which is advanced and most importantly, its our christmas celebration! :D we exchanged our present. this year i joined in. i got minyee's present. which is a couple's hand towel. and syazwan got mine. which is lipstick and he can't use it. so he gave it to minyee(: and i gave everyone a candy cane each as christmas gift so as to be fair to them(: and i recieved jelly bean from esther! :D haha. finally got jelly bean to eat! thanks esther!(:
after countdown and everything, we packed up and cabbed down to layping house. mahjong-ed awhile and finally home to bath before my sweet dreams(:
just 5 more days! 2009 is coming! hoho! can't wait man. going for countdown again. hey people! want to join us along? contact me then! :D
i m going to change my blogskin. i swear. once i have the free time. if not my eye is going to be blind cos i have been seeing colours all around me! haha.
that would be all. just few more hours to morning. come on! let's endure! :D haha.
good night!
opps! should be good morning guys! :D


all i want for christmas is you,
it's drifting apart...

HELLO! :D

sorry not posting for such a long time as i m super busy this few with work and celebrations.

do you treasure your friends and loved ones? i do. i really do. i have 3 groups of friends and some of them whom i m want to share(:







first group of friends would be this wonderful classmates of mine. although its just 3 years. but their fun and laughter is never ending. its true. from total strangers to very good classmates that brought the entire 5N1 together and more lively. super gald i have this group of classmates. hope to hang out more with you guys. let's go east coast for cycling again alright! :D






second group of friends i would like to mention is this very good and bestest group of friends! they are the best. very nice school mates who accompany me throughout the entire 4 years in skss. be it in guides or in all uniform groups. we always put our hands and walk through. and also encourage one another! :D i love you guys all! thanks for all the encouragment you guys gave. i guess without you guys, i wouldn't stand alone independently. thanks!






lastly, this group of friends who always gave me lots of trouble, but always hanging out with them. this group of friends includes peiyun and manyu too which are not in the photo. they are seriously very funny. but its true. hanging out with them always never fails to give me lots of trouble. not only troubles. but the laughter that true friends gave. they can be mean at times, but its meant to be joke. it shall be. love hanging out more with them. be it in the restuarant or any place outside, always made me so paiseh. but they always like to say 'dey'! andddddddddd! now got new code too. with peiyun's new creation. we like to say 'mega'! haha. cliques! guess the ball?! haha.

Some important people in my life whom i would like to mention too!(:



firstly, esther to!


you are bestest of the bestest. known you for 7 years. maybe 7 years is not comparable to few months or so. but you are the bestest friend that i ever know. its true. thank you for the tolerance you gave. thank you for teaching me whenever i m not sure. thank you for not leaving me behind when i m always alone. maybe in the past we quarrel and not liking each other much, but seriously i m gald now that i have a good and true friend like you whom i can talk to. thanks beloved! :D






secondly, rohaishah!


okie. i think she will be happy when she sees this! haha. dont you? bitch! we have known each other for 3 years. yes. its 3 years. although its 3 years, but from total stranger to become the bestest pal ever! isn't that cool? i remembered there was once i cried for her cos she is leaving. but now, she left, but thank god. we are still contacting each other. we once shared tears together. we once shared laughter together. we once shared jokes together. although these wonderful things we once shared are drifting, but nonetheless, our love for this wonderful friendship between pals never drift away and neither its replaceble. right? thanks you for all lovely jokes and laughter you brought. love you pal! :D pls dont came about telling me what i blog okie! haha.




thirdly, layping!

next would be this dong dong. this dong dong always like to give me trouble. but then her jokes are always never ending! its true. you can laugh at her joke for 2 entire hours non-stop man! i think once i laugh at her jokes, my heart going to stop any time. its tiring laughing at her jokes. cos it will really make my stomach gone bad. haha. anyway, she is a great friend, especially with her great listening ears. she understands me. she always know what m i thinking. with her around, i never fails to laugh and laugh. haha. thank you for your great listening ears! love you the most man! :D




fourthly, choo suling!


this very good friend of mine who accompany walk through the 4 years in guides. she is the one who can be as crazy as me. sing along, play along and shout along with juniors! she is always the one who never fails to help me. and also the one who encourages me the most whenever i need help or i m down. she is really a great friend! thanks you choo choo! haha. without you, there won't be me around. thanks sister! love you! :D



fifthly, ng miao xuan!


this stupid dumb dumb. another one who also always like to give me trouble. she is also another one who have great listening ears and know what i m thinking. sometime, she never fails to give me surprises. she is one of friend that i dote the most. stop doing things i dont like okie? better change abit arhs you! this coming sat is her 17th birthday as well as her doom day! haha. thanks for your listening ear. thanks for the peppermint chocolate you gave. finally thanks for all the suprises that you gave which really made me surprised sometimes! haha. thank you for everything!(:


there is one more important person. but i think there is no need to be mention here. those words for you shall be kept in my heart then.(:


for those i did not mention in detail, not becos you are not close to me. thats why i didn't mention you. you guys are great! thanks everyone for playing such a important role as a friend in my life. i think without you guys as my very good and bestest friends.there won't be me. thank you friends! i love you all! :D


i really do treasure my friends and loved ones.
do you?(:

IT WASN'T YOUR SLIPPERS!

i m damn pissed to the max right now!

if it was meant to be a joke,

i m sorry. i seriously think is too much!

this is not the first time i m angry abt it!

HELLO! :D

finally i have time to blog! oh god. it been very busy this week as well as the christmas week. and seriously i m really broke after all those spendings! argh! dear santa claus, money would be the best gift for me ever this year! haha!
yuting's celebration was a blast man i have to say! :D dinner at newyorknewyork. imagine the restauarant was full of our voice? haha. and there was professional photographer on that day! :D cool huh? after dinner, head down to esplanade. wrote down our new year wishes. be it on the lamp post or the ball. our hands wont stop writing! haha. we took photos too! more than 100 photos i guess! haha. think about it, oh, JOE! pls update the photos as soon as possible. i want to take a look!(:
did i mention east coast park? oh yahs. i went east coast park on a fri and sat. bloody hell it was damn tiring man! trip on fri was with my classmate. and the suay thing is we nearly got lost. asking the driver where to stop etc. and thank god, our trip there was not wasted. we spent 6 bucks for 3 hours which was totally worth it. but seriously, after much cycling at that point of time. my ass hurt! haha. okie. that's digusting. trip on sat was with layping and friends. head down for minyee's chalet after work. eat and play and slack throughout! haha. reach home this morning. slp all the way till just now. wanted to slp more! but my shit is calling for help. haha. opps! its kinda gross here.
okie. anyway, i shall stop here. anddddddddddd! i m still waiting for that JOE to update his photos so that i could grab it! haha. by the way, thanks JOE for your professional photography(:
DONE! :D

all i want is your shoulder and ears.
but seems like you couldn't give it to me.
yes, i admit i m jealous when i saw you with her.
i will try my very best to avoid everything.
but some how or rather, its seems like its not working.
every little wish that i wished,
every little hope that i hoped,
every little thing that i asked for,
its not true.
but i m always trying to tell myself. yes. its true.
its always me who took the initiative to talk to you.
but nvr once you do that to me.
as what my friend asked me,
why m i not moving on? there are other much better guys out there!
2 years...
its difficult. neither do i want to.
everytime when we were outside,
we talked less than 10 sentences.
can you imagine? its LESS than 10 sentences!
people around me telling me not to be sad
i can't even find someone who can comfort me
when i m hoping for you to approach me just now.
why? i mean isit that difficult?
i wanna burst my tears out. said everything out at a go.
i m tired. you get what i mean?
i dont know why.
we are happily talking away in the past.
but now, its like a total stranger!
i choose to wrote it down here, and not face to face or msg.
cos i dont wish to quarrel with you.
its the last time i m going to write this to tell you how i feel.
you want to read or dont want i won't force you much.
be careful and take good care for your camp trip tml.