GIVE UP?

i wonder times shld i give up? shld i hold to tis relationship? i wish to. bt it realie makes me suffer. i dun wish to give up. bt i m tired. r ue willing to tell me wad to do? yesterdae at the concert. i was lonely. i dunno wad to do. i saw layping and peiyun. i put on fake smile. bt indeed the tear in my heart was flowing. i feel so lonely at the moment. i needed him. bt where was him? i dunno. i look left look right, bt it was jus me alone. only me. i know its ending soon. i dare nt think. my last chance on the valentine day. its going to be last chance on valentine day. if not i will give up...

to miao:
i m sorrie that i ps ue. bt i jus wanted to be alone. realie. maybe thats the best.

to layping and peiyun:
sorrie i did nt see ure performances till the end. indeed i wasn't in the good mood. sorrie.

to marcus:
thanks fer being there when i called ue. i know ue would come fer me. i apperciate. bt i m realie fine. no worries yahs? thanks!

to sheri they all:
sorrie i ps everyone. i wasn't in the good mood that i realie wan to leave that place.

finally to YOU:
indeed i wasn't in the good mood. i was finding ue. bt ue went disappeared suddenly. i dunno wad to do. i needed ue to accompany. bt i had idea wad will happen ue come. will the more i cry? so i rather jus me myself alone. i m fine. realie. i m nt angry neither i m nt fine. seriously i m fine. i will not talk to ue frm now on until that day has come. 14 feb 2007. sorrie i have to do that. i will be out of ure life soon. cos i know ue wun. sorrie...