ROTTING -.-

hmm. nvr go sch today. stay at home. hais. i m sick. totally sick. yesterday was so cold. so cold that i cried. hais. i had no idea why i was so cold. then can't sleep well yesterday night. this morning wake up. gt ache everywhere. took tempreture. 39.2 degree celcius. i was like what the hell. everything that i ate yesterday was vomitted out this morning. so xin ku lahs. later going polyclinic see doctor. wonder later want to work anot. see how bahs.going back sch tml.(:

SO XIN KU!

PLAYING: THE BRAND NEW BEAT!(:

GIVE UP?

yesterdae went to indoor stadium. its THINKING DAY! HAPPY THINKING DAY TO ALL GUIDES IN SINGAPORE!(: had performance yesterday. it was like so nerovus. but yeahs, at least all drummers make it! HURRAY!:D then went to kfc at night. did spring cleaning. went hm at 3 midnight. actually i did not do anything much. cos ate medicine and it took effect. so feel like sleeping. then frm 1 plus slept until 3. haha. was like to tired after all those hard work. but at least i did something okyas! lol. i cleaned the glass, table, cashier area. lol! took alot of picture!
upload someday.(:

I GUESS I SHOULD):

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!(:
hmmm. bought for you a donald duck cup. Thought you would be as clusmy as a donald duck! lol! this ish my second present for you and it might be my last present for you. thank you for all this memories during the holidays. its enough for me to rmb for my whole life.
rmb the new year tonning? its was the best fer me. i had fun with everyone especially you. and thats the last time when we really had fun. now not anymore. the day i look at your back. i knew it. but i dare not think. i really dare not think.i jus wish everything would stop at that time.
your birthday? sorry i did not passed it to you personally. neither do i say happy birthday. i have my reason. it has no meaning anymore. so whether its me or layping, its the same. times, i wanted to throw away. really. but they stopped me.
the concert at the their school? rmb? i wanted to you. but i dun wish to cry more when you come. maybe thats the best for me and you.
lastly, valentine day. the one and my only last chance.but i know it won't come. so i choose my own way again. i choose not to give you. cos' it has no meaning anymore.
the only ans i want from you ish the coffeebear key chain...
thats all i wan. once again forgive for what i have done.
hope you like it. nd i know you won't use it.

p/s: sorry. seriously i don't know that .... was inside derhs cup.
its the chocolate bahs. =p

currently playing:

我一直都在

i m always behind you.
but did you ever took a notice of me?
how i wish you would.
but you don't.
my smile will be always be with you.
jus wan you to be happy.
throw all your unhappiness to me.
i hope you know that you are not lonely.
cos' you have me(:

P/S: THANKS ALAN!(:

YOOHOO!:D

i m going to TOY 'R' US to buy soft toy!(:
take kaire to people goes ish going to cross country tml!
HAHA!
cos' i m not going. lol!
my mummy say her daughter ish a good girl!
so not going cross country!
dun fall sick(:
TAKE CARE SENG KANG YOUTH!:D
TATA! NIGHT!(:

HAPPY-GO-LUCKY! :D

GIVE UP?

i wonder times shld i give up? shld i hold to tis relationship? i wish to. bt it realie makes me suffer. i dun wish to give up. bt i m tired. r ue willing to tell me wad to do? yesterdae at the concert. i was lonely. i dunno wad to do. i saw layping and peiyun. i put on fake smile. bt indeed the tear in my heart was flowing. i feel so lonely at the moment. i needed him. bt where was him? i dunno. i look left look right, bt it was jus me alone. only me. i know its ending soon. i dare nt think. my last chance on the valentine day. its going to be last chance on valentine day. if not i will give up...

to miao:
i m sorrie that i ps ue. bt i jus wanted to be alone. realie. maybe thats the best.

to layping and peiyun:
sorrie i did nt see ure performances till the end. indeed i wasn't in the good mood. sorrie.

to marcus:
thanks fer being there when i called ue. i know ue would come fer me. i apperciate. bt i m realie fine. no worries yahs? thanks!

to sheri they all:
sorrie i ps everyone. i wasn't in the good mood that i realie wan to leave that place.

finally to YOU:
indeed i wasn't in the good mood. i was finding ue. bt ue went disappeared suddenly. i dunno wad to do. i needed ue to accompany. bt i had idea wad will happen ue come. will the more i cry? so i rather jus me myself alone. i m fine. realie. i m nt angry neither i m nt fine. seriously i m fine. i will not talk to ue frm now on until that day has come. 14 feb 2007. sorrie i have to do that. i will be out of ure life soon. cos i know ue wun. sorrie...

is everything ending soon?

i hope not):

i was hurt at tis very moment. will ue be here to accompany me?):