I FOUND MY ANSWER. :((

i finally found my answer. my ans to my heart ish no. i have given up totally. i realie do hope i love ue. bt yet ue made me cry again yesterdae. no more. nt anymore. i realie expect too much frm ue. tis happiness doesn't belong to me. nt anymore. i shldn't grab on to it anymore. let go ish the best fer me. maybe ish ue too. maybe staying tis way. my life would be better? no sure. i hope so. bt i still hope i do love ue still...

IMSTILLWAITINFERTHEDAETOCOME.