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yesterdae was damn tired tat i almost slept in kfc while sitting down. lols. work at around 2. hmm.doing base. so tired lahs. sians. had quarrel wit tat YSS lahs. wah lau. anyhow vent anger on people. no ones own ue anything okyas?! had roller blading yesterdae. had fun. bt fell down n hurt my knee cap. damn pain lohs. almost cried out. hahas. actually nt tat pain derhs. bt den gt old injury lohs. tat AHMENG derhs fault lahs! go kick my knee cap. hais. todae alan work morning. actually he work night derhs. bt he wans to work morning. nvm. as long he came back and work. WHO CARES! lols. hahas. hmm. tired man! tml had maths lesson after school. n going down to yishun to visit my aunt. GOING TERE BY MYSELF! WOHOOS! lols. damn pack next week. exam coming le. lols. using the whole sat to study at mac. hahas. hmm. mon gt math lesson. tue oso gt math lesson. n i m getting my cookie on tat dae too! YEAHS! gt cookies eat le. hahas. wed n thur working. fri ish free. bt doing studying bahs. lols. n sun! have dinner on tat night! ((: happie wedding to my cousin! ((:

HE'S BACK! ((:

I FOUND MY ANSWER. :((

i finally found my answer. my ans to my heart ish no. i have given up totally. i realie do hope i love ue. bt yet ue made me cry again yesterdae. no more. nt anymore. i realie expect too much frm ue. tis happiness doesn't belong to me. nt anymore. i shldn't grab on to it anymore. let go ish the best fer me. maybe ish ue too. maybe staying tis way. my life would be better? no sure. i hope so. bt i still hope i do love ue still...

IMSTILLWAITINFERTHEDAETOCOME.

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sometimes i realie do wonder do tis date realie exist in my mind? im nt sure. hope to rmb tis date. tis dae tat i will nvr forget. intending to meet him. bt yet making me lose hope fer myself. i expected too much frm him. maybe sometimes i shld think. its fate who make us apart. hais. nt sure. hope i do realie jus love ue one n onli. ((:

ALAN COMING BACK NEXT FRIDAE! ((:

BOUGHT JIGSAW PUZZLE FER XIAO QI

GUI! YEAHS! ((:

GOING TO GIVE HIM WHEN HE COME

BACK! ((x

NEW FRIENDS! ((:

went to camp on the 7,8,9 sept. PLTC camp!((: lols. had camp wit cresent guides n north view guides. had fun on the first dae. hahas. play game. pitch tent. n get to know alot of friends too. ((: i was the same patrol wit her n i felt so suay.-.- first dae's lunch was packed quite nice lahs. n the dinner was cooked by ME! ((: lols. fried rice n fried fillet. hahas. damn nice lohs. took alot of compliment.((: second dae was so tired tat i woke up at 6.30. had PT. n breakfast. after tat. had session on how to be a good patrol leader. after tat had lunch. lunch was outdoor cooking. need to set up the fire first. n i did. ((x hahas. bt most of the food was nt cooked. lols. but the food was nice lahs. ((: after tat had game. play alot.((: den dicuss wit my patrol abt the campfire item. had some misunderstanding wit other patrol ppl. but every thing ish fine nw. ((: had dinner after tat. hmm.. cook curry noodle. bt was like mee goreng lohs. hahas. bt was nice. gt vegetable. n even fish tat was leftover yesterdae. lols. after tat had campfire. was suppose to combined wit YTSS. bt end up. it rain n its so pitiful. bt had campfire in the lodge. hahas. was the song leader. lead everyone. was damn fun. had our item performed. it was a success. lols. after tat was tired. so went to slp. bt was woke up by mdm. ask we to slp in the lodge. bt tere was nt enough bed. so went to share bed wit ting. had a sweet dreams bahs? lols. nt sure. wake up tis moring around 6.40. had PT at 7.3o. had breakfast. after tat strike tent n the kitchen shether. hmm. after tat went to pack our staff n went hm.((:
had some misunderstanding wit north view guides. so sorrie. hope we had fun during their campfire tis coming thursdae. ((:

to those tagging my blog. ((: if ue r the one who tag all those ponography. pls stop doing all those things. its veri irritating. wad if i do to ue. ue wouldn't be happie right? alright? jus stop all ure sickening staff. thanks. ((:

a fren i will nvr forget! ((:
shasha! WE RAWKS! ((x
LOVEYOULOTS! ((:

050906. A MEMORY I WILL NVR FORGET!

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hmm. yesterdae indeed had fun. realie. yesterdae met keng hei. he wanna do his art work. so pei him until 3 plus. after tat. went to work. start work an hr early. suppose to be base. end up cashier. okyas lahs. quite fun. cos gt shasha mahs. den cn see different kind of customer. hahas. keng hei came back n took his bag. having a tea n observing wad ish he going to draw. WOW! tats cool? lols. no sure. hmm. at around 10. off. close pos le. hmm. counted money. den tat izzul ish too much lohs. hais. forget it. went base. wait until 11. eat n play. eat n play.
hais. yesterdae was his last dae. 2 week cant work. cos going reservist. after 2 weeks come back. i have already gone out of kfc. fer 1 months plus. hais. need to study le. no more slacking. hais. realie kinda miss him. hahas. hardly see staff fought wit manager n play alot wit manager. yesterdae had a fight wit him. hahas. nt a real fight. bt jus using ruler n clip board onli. lols.realie enjoy the daes. fight n play wit him. ((: jus bear wit 2 more mths. n i will get to see him le! YEAHS! ((x a memory tat i will nvr forget. a dae when i realie had fun wit him. xiao qi gui rawks! ((:

ALAN RAWKS! ((: ENJOY! ((:

hahas! he look so NERD n FUNNIE!

kim. ruo yu. qi. KC. ME. layping n miao! ((:

((: HAPPIE BURFDAE MANYU! ((:

yesterdae work at 5. actually work supply base derhs. but den end up work cashier packer. cos gt 4 base le mahs. -.- den went to pack lohs. no choice. quite alot of costumer come in. pack until veri tired. den do all the closing lohs. den went to makan.
den i was the last one to found out tat my xiao qi gui derhs mouth swallon. hahas. cos gt infection lahs in his teeth. hahas. confirm nvr brush teeth or smoke too much?? hahas. den found 1 flying cockroach. everyone was like running around. den the hamzah so funnie lohs. chase around after layping they all. hahas. so scary. den scared everyone. end up ish riduan who killed the cockroach. n alan was like had no idea wad was going on. hahas. den stay fer awhile n went hm le.
*sorrie manyu fer making ue cry. we didn't mean it on purpose ((:*

ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO OUT ON TIS

SATURDAE NITE??

ARGH! ((:

there r many tings fer me to sae. so let me start all my craps fer the few previous daes jus RIGHT HERE! ((:

SUNDAE! 27 AUGUST 2006

hmm.. went to shop at ps. tis time went with michelle. hahas. had dinner over there. had steamboat!! ((: michelle bought her crown belt already. after tat, qi wanted to buy her bottom. so went to hougang mall as its ish easier fer michelle to go back home. qi bought jean at girdano. cost $43. okyas lahs. not tat ex. bt no cheap as well. hahas. lols. after tat. went down to plaza. slack fer awhile n went home le.((x

WEDNESDAE! 30 AUGUST 2006

had cultural nite on tat dae. pon sch in the morning lahs. bt still need to go school to claim my mp3. bt den did not manage to claim it back lahs. cos...... hais. after tat pei qi to pierce 2nd ear hole. den went to buy bottom. bt did not see any suitable fer me. but bought shoe. so okyas lohs. den he msg me told me tat he ish tired. n i was totally disappointed. bt wad i cn i do? i have to sae okyas. maybe i jus expect too much tat cause me to lose hope fer myself le. hais. after tat. went down kovan to buy bottom. manage to buy it. went back to hougang mall again. met qi n layping they all! ((: had dinner over tere. eat unagi set. hahas. went back to my hse n had a quick change. rush down to cp to meet kim they all. end up have to wait fer pei yun. was like so sick! hmm. after tat. took mrt to dobby ghort n when we get out it was like RAINING?! hais. after tat jus rush tere. hmm. the show was nice lahs. bt den also abit boring. make me wan to slp le. hahas. went to have supper wit qi. reach hm around 1 plus. ((:

THURSDAE! 31 AUGUST 2006

abit boring on tat dae. cos dun have ESTHER! hmm. had workout in the morning. it was fun lahs. after tat went to cls fer interation. bt went to slp instead of tat activity. so tired lohs. hmm.. went recess fer 45 minutes. n went up to the hall fer celebration. it was fun. yuppies. after tat went to see ms goh. end up gt hm around 4 n i was so boring. -.- went work after tat. it was KC's last dae cos he going fer NS. so sabo him lohs. play all the water n the sauce. hahas. end up. make myself smelly n dirty! YUCKS! went hm quickly bath. n slp around 1 plus! ((:

SATURDAE! 2 sept 2006

had president challenge todae. went to meet ting in the morning. n i was so tired. had breakfast in sch. jus a simple bread. hmm. after tat. went to took the bus n go jurong lake park. saw president nathan. yuppies. jus wave to him lohs. den the ceremony open lahs. den took bus to east coast. had lunch first. n the food was like so sucked up lahs. bt no choice. mus eat. den went to pick litter. had fun picking lohs. hahas. actually wanted to pick up the wooden plank tat ish floated on the water. bt den ish on the WATER! so cant. waiting fer it to float back to the shore. bt we waited n waited. it doesn't seem to float in. cos jia wei kor kor took off his shoe n went to the water to pick up. n it was so dirty n dangerous cos gt needle mahs. after tat had briefing n went back to sch. had dinner at cp. after went arcade n play house of dead 4. hahas. it was fun. bt the main motive ish fel wanted to see the CLEMENT lahs. n i almost bang into him costing almost push me inside the office n he was about to come out lahs. so malu lohs. play fer awhile. after tat went hm le. ((: