THIS IS WHAT YOU CALLED TRUE FRIENDS?!
i m just invisble in everybody's eyes.

believe it or anot.
if ever there is a day i get to meet new friends.
i will dump you aside.
i dont care how important was i in your eyes last time or how important was you now in my eyes.
cos this is how you treat me right now!
yes. you dump me aside like nobody's business.
not you only.
others too.
i m always fair. i always hang out with many of my other cliques. cos i want to be fair to others too.
but is that how you always treat me?
you are always hot and cold to me.
when you feel like it, you come and talk to me.
when you dont, you just show me attitude and ignore me like nobody's business!
there is always alot of things i wanted to share with you.
but you always seems like not interested at all.
i want to find someone talk.
but who can i talk to? now not to you anymore. cos we are no longer close enough.
you know how painful it is to try to be visble in everyone's eyes?
try to smile in front of you guys even when im not happy?
do you know even when i look back at the photos last time we usually hang out i always cry?
why do things have to turn out like this?
if you think by having other friends or even new friends is important to you,
then pls tell me.
i dont wish to hang out with you guys anymore...
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.
.
.
even writing this post makes me want to cry.
i wanted someone to talk to.
but who can i find?
yes! i m defintely crying now!
i really had enough of everything.

if you really dont cherish me as a true friend,
tell me.
i will just leave you guys alone!
and yes, i mean it.
i dont wish to suffer anymore.
cos i m always the one being dumped aside and i hate this feeling.
i feel so hurt right now.
if anyone is surprised of me writing this post,
dont be that surprised. cos i have been tolerating and tolerating...
if you think its you, then it shall be you.
only certain people know...


zammer, i miss your laughter ):

HOW I JUST WISH THAT FAROOQ JUMP DOWN FROM THE TALLEST BUILDING!
I SHORT 3 YEARS OF MY LIFE TO KNOW HIM!
DAMN HIM! FUCKER!
ARGH!

BOOMZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND F OFF!!!!!!!

I just realised,
I hate to be alone...

PEOPLE! i m locating at asus for the 4 days IT show!
come on down to look for me!

and zammer! you promise to buy cheesestick if you come down(:
hehe!

alright! all papers are done anddddddddddddddddd

HOLIDAYS! ~

if you put your feelings aside,
you will know who is right and who is wrong.
you will know who is lying and who is not.
who is the one who took the knife to start stabbing around?
think again, not with your emotional feelings anymore.
but with judgement.
i m not going to talk much.
cos it doesn't concern me, but my cliques.
i m not siding anyone, cos i m on the neutral side.
cliques, take this as an advise.
i m always avaliable to talk to and listening ears for you.

unless you find me not important at all.
im fine...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELLY LIM!! :D

MISS YOU AND FRIENDS!
MEET UP SOON LOVE! :D