if you ever see my effort.
everything will not be like this.
all i need is love and care.
yet i dont get this just like other kids does.
i tried every best.
yes. i tried...
but you just couldn't see my effort. why?
i couldn't understand.
i'm sorry...

HELLO! :D

work! work! and more work!
the worst of all! i m doing cook for 2 months.
wtf! my collegue is away for 2 entire months until 3rd sept! F!
i hate it.
moreover, florence is torturing me! omg.
thanks arhs. lol!
okie lahs. tml still got work. BYE! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOZHEN! :D
so sorry i couldn't celebrate your birthday with you.
hope you have fun! :D
love you(:

shut up if you dont know anything!
i dont need you to care.
just F off.
Hey. Choo!
now we got same thinking.
we hate daddys! :D

HELLO! :D

i got the photos!

shall let them do the talking! :D

TO, ANGELA YAP YAP, ME!

too sudden! haha.

at NTUC waiting for them(:

TAN, TO, TEO, YAP!

we took this and block other people's way! lol!

in the cinema. i m playing itouch and they ask me to look! -.- lol!

BELOVED TO! :D 8 years and still counting! (:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! people, wanna to share something with you.

if you guys like to laugh, you will definately like this!

(thanks ah hau for recommanding!:D)

PART 1- http://singaporewave.com/video/966/paris-milan-episode-11-part-1-3

there is 3 parts to it. just copy, paste and edit the episode well do.

eh, ah hau!
my name is R-O-B-E-R-T, JOHNNY! LOL!

HELLO! :D

worked yesterday.
home. bath.
reach fat darling's house.
mj-ed!
home in the morning!
sleep.
work again! -.-
same rountine again. wah lao!
thats it. i decided to go the chalet again! cos my friend's friends are not staying over. lol!
they are weird people you know. haha.
next week is the last week of holiday. school's reopening soon. i m more excited to the sept holiday!
next week schdule will be more busy! so people, dont date me out. you are just getting disappointment! haha! and next next week too! lol!
pal, i might be able to meet you when my school reopened! so contact me if you want your free sakura. haha.
okie. that its.
BYE! :D

HELLO! :D



Watched transformers today! a word to describe! AWESOME! :D
really very nice! worth to watch! :D
next week's chalet, i dont know want to go anot. OMG! so tired!
school's reopening soon. how sad! how i wish there is no school in this world! WTF!
tml working! i need my CHOO! faster come back to me. i need you! ):
okie lahs. thats for all.
shall wait for photos to come! :D
BYE! :D


i find it so childish man!
get out of my life.

HELLO! :D

i got the photos for the gathering. tml i m meeting them for movie! :D
shall let the pictures do the talking(:

me and yiwen(:

they are making me laugh like hell while pouring the soup! LOL!

5N1! together with miss oon! :D

me and beloved TO! :D

second shot! (:

angela yappy! beloved TO! yi wen! ME! :D

the guys are too engrossed with their psp! ):

nice shot! :D

done with photos for class gathering! :D

did i ever told you guys my room was damn messy?

this is one part of it! my table.

as you can see, its very messy like hell!

i dont like dirty and messy. so i do some cleaning myself(:

BEFORE! damn messy! -.-

AFTER! so clean with all my mickey mouse on the table! :D

this is one of my favourite! cute right? :D

this is my mummy! damn cute mummy! :D

she can be damn auntie and super not modern as well!

she can have all her old thinkings in mind!

she can be as naggy as she is!

but nonetheless, i love her as deep as bottom of my heart!

mummy! happy birthday! :D

I LOVE YOU! :D

see her face? cute right?

can you imagine her wanting to cry when she sees the cake?

and keep on saying thank you?

lol! so funny. want to cry but laugh like hell.

how cute can she be! :D

HELLO! :D

met all my long lost friend today. i love them all! i miss the times we are together.
times when we played.
times when we chit chat.
times when we gossip.
also times when we eat together.
omg! pls meet again! and change plan. i dont want to play bowling again! ask miss oon along too! :D
saw ONG today! lol. work at kovan. ala. lol! she wants to meet me tml. want to see me say lahs. dont hint hint okie! later i paiseh. lol!
i think i might really change to live journal soon when i really get the hang of it!
let it be private. only close friends are able to read it(:
wouldn't be good?(:
andddddd! zixin. no promised. i only can try. but i dont really think can. lol! dont worry lahs. sister! :D
okie lahs. done. shall wait for beloved TO to send me all photos! i m waiting TO! :D
BYE! :D

seriously, i find *AHEM* sucks.
only certain people know what i mean(:

hey! look at this! this fat darling is so cute and stupid. till now then he know we are the best!

i think he is talking about me! pls say yes, darling(: haha. okie lahs. i want to go kbox with you! asap. i want to hear that digusting voice of yours. haha. (although after hearing which really wants to make me puke) haha. okie lahs. i bet his ears are in pain now.

see you around! LANCE ZHENG ZHI YUAN (fat ass darling)(:

i got nth to say if your attitude is still like this...

i m not going to say sorry cos i dont find that its my fault at all.

be it the way the ending is this cos that is what you want...

HELLO! :D

FINALLY I M DONE WITH UPDATING OF LINK AND OTHER STUFF! :D

went shayne's house on sat to have farewell party for him. he is going to ns soon! haha. botak!

head home yesterday. nap awhile and off to work.
home after that. SLEEP!:D haha.
later off to work again! ):
tml i m not going for training.
i m going to see all my long lost friends! :D
FINALLY!
at oon pig's house! LOL!

its a new link.
although with old blogskin, (just becos i dont know how to change it -.-)
but its a fresh new start!
come on liyun! :D BE HAPPY MAN! :D
okie lahs. so random! haha. BYE! :D

PHOTOS! :D

inter-ite

should have more other photos. will update when i get it! :D

HELLO! :D

i didn't catch a wink last night till now. later on having training and out to meet clique and bastard too(: *AHEM*
damn it! i spent 4 entire day to watch 'queen of no marriage'! finally i have finished it! JJ is so damn cute. but unlike someone who say him weird! lol. ah hau. thats you lahs. oh my! how cute can he be(:
hey pal! i m still waiting for you to meet me. dont suan me although your holidays are longer than mine! blahs!
hmm. should be all! update more soon! :D
BYE! :D

well, if you dont respect me as a friend,
get out of my sight.
i dont need a friend like you as well(:
thank god i have my cliques, footprints and my beloved TO! (:
its enough(:

HELLO! :D

up next, POL-LITE! seriously dont know still will nervous anot. but gonna try once more! can means can. cannot just let me f off and die! LOL! joking.

peiyun, faster book chalet. i want to go for night owl life again! haha! so sorry about your birthday! catch up with you soon(:

TO! my holiday come le! still waiting for you to tell me when to meet. i miss you so badly(:

my dad cheated me. he still haven't got me an itouch! daddy! i m still waiting!

i miss my bro man! LIANG YONG XIANG! FASTER MEET UP WITH ME! I WANT TO EHUB AND WATCH MOVIE WITH YOU! ):

holiday finally come! that is what i have been waiting for. i can go back to kfc and be bossy again! haha! time to slack! go liyun! forget everything and have fun:D
i m still waiting for my 800 bucks! if not jess is going to chase after me for genting trip again. promised after getting my 800 bucks, we will go for 4d3n stay and genting and KL! promised! so cliques and friends. start saving money now! :D

that should be all! :D
BYE! :D

dont tell me you guys understand my feeling..
the thing is you guys dont even understand at all.
what m i suppose to say.
stop saying about me and him. cos its impossible!
i dont want to stay up late just to cry!
let me forget everything and dont expect what is not expected!
thanks jing hao for understanding how i feel..

i miss my cliques badly. i need them to talk.
i want my fat darling's laughter! ):

i grabbed this picture from peiyun's facebook!
but i had no idea when it was taken! funny huh?! LOL!

HELLO! :D

work today. felt so strange cos i have not been working for a week. lol! anyway, work is still fun. but i m just bothered by something... i dont know why.
btw! sorry peiyun! really so sorry that i didn't meet you up yesterday. i promise next time okie? no worries(:
pray hard my dad brings me to IT fair tml for itouch! :D
BYE! :D

i dont know why i have the sense of jealousy when she lean on you.
oh god, pls dont tell me what i dont expect it to be.

good luck to all seniors for NUS indoor.
especially to you, good luck! :D

LIYUN! SHUT UP!
STOP THINKING!
IT WILL NEVER GONNA BE YOU!!

HELLO! :D

just back from town. watched 'drag me to hell'! and sorry shayne. lol! really so sorry. i didn't know you dont like to watch this kind of movies. i promised no more next time yea? haha.
walk around taka.
head to cine for dinner.
watched movie.
slack at cosmo and drink.
home(:
oh man, so tired right now. but it was really fun. hope to go out more often(:
photos up when i get everything(:

i dont have the courage at all.
be it i m timid or whatsoever.
all i want is you to touched me with your heart. nth else.
but it's not going to be me i guess...

how i wish there is a kind soul to buy camera for me! anyone?(:

HELLO! :D

finally end of inter-ite..

damn stress man!! we got the overall champion for woman(: but unfortunately, we did not get the overall champion for man. kinda sad. but yeah, you guys did a great job! :D at least, i brought a medal home(: yes. of cos i m happy. i m contented(:
tml is peiyun's birthday. as well going out with archer mates! :D
i want ipod! BYE! :D

i love this song(:

HELLO! :D

today is the start of inter-ite..
dont even wish to go. damn hell nervous. ended up with crying. damn disappointed with my score. not becos i can't shoot well. yes. i can. but i m just mentally stress. really mentally stress. can you imagine my hand shaking throughout that one set?!
just pray hard i m going to do well for team event.
btw, today is jinghao's birthday! :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGHAO! :D
another one more day to go. jiayou everyone. you guys can do it(:
i will pray for all my heart! :D
hope tml we can go out together(:
BYE! :D

i m so happy! this is the first time we are talking together(:

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO ME!

just past legal 18 years old. its like finally! omg! okie. cut short. competition is coming up and i m really nervous. i broke my own record on sat! yeah! i m going to try even harder on compeition. cos the best thing is if i score well, i m able to skip cca! haha. alright. joking. if not hong hui is going to be mad if he see this! haha.

people is having holiday right now and i m not! i got another suffering week to go! argh.

okie lahs. going to slp le. night peeps(:

i dont sense your presense at all...
you come for the sake of coming only...
thats the case, i dont even want to see you at all.
i want the old self of you last time):
its so damn disappointing that i cried...
cos you will nvr know how i feel and you dont even bother to ask!
i felt tired. too tired to chase after you...
yet you always dont even bother to turn your head back and look at me.
enough is enough. i had enough of this.
-cried-

i m at the peak of breaking down...
i want to scream...
i want to cry...
i just want to find someone to talk to...
only you.