i guess i know the ans.

SHOULD I CONTINUE TO LOVE YOU? HAIS.. DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING THIS SATURDAY.
COULD SOMEONE JUST TELL ME WHAT TO DO?

we had ended everything jus like that?
i guess..

LAST DAY!



holiday is coming to an end. back to school again. facing all teachers and homework is definetly no good for us. bt for me and those NA students will be good. jus have to survive for 4 more months and we are out of school. lol ! so tired. have been going out and working all day long. and yet my homework is undone. ohhs gosh! so hard to finish in time. and i m jus so lazy.
stop here. update photo! i guess only 1 photo. lol !





hope you know what i meant.
i guess..

do you ever ask me about my feeling?
do you know i m hurt?
why everyone knew it except you?
maybe we r in different world.
or simply because you don't wish to come to mine.
i m really so hurt.
maybe if i had that chance again,
i might not grab anymore cause...
it so hard to love you..
i m about to give up.
and yes. i m considering..
and that shirt wouldn't be special.
all i need is nothing but love.
but... all you do is to hurt me.
i guess...

(:

i'm back from camp! and i m so so so so so tired! went there on the second day. reach around noon time. had lunch. after that went out for hike with junior as needed to supervise them. and it was a damn long way. making my leg pain. AWW! and we hitch-hike back. we really so sorry to let the teachers down. we got the juniors scolded by mdm. and seriously we were sorry! ): after that, it was dinner time. had laksa. YUM! after that had guides own. and we seniors were totally slack lahs. wanted to talk on the phone. but no reception. but still got talk on the phone with lots of people. and that stupid 'boyfriend'! lol ! stay in the lodge for awhile. but can't take it anymore. so went to sleep for awhile. and a funny things was while i sleep yingshan woke up. but while yingshan sleep i woke up! and we jus do that throughout the whole night thinking that both of us is sleeping! lol !

second day had morning exercise.. do some exercise and run around. had wide game and outdoor cooking. it was fun during outdoor cooking but it causes me to feel dizzy and wanted to faint right on the spot. no worry cause i m jus lack of oxygen. lol ! after that slack and camp preparation. learn stomp... and finally it was campfire which all seniors had been waiting for. (: sang alot song and performances. lastly played the manito game. manito means secret friend.(: and my manito is charmaine ho! who was long time no see husband!:D and guess what! the one who pulled me out from my seat is kah min who was sitting beside me all this while and was from my patrol and i was so happy that i jump around! lol !so funny lahs. went home after that in mrs yao's car and i was seriously tired that i almost fainted! lol !:D

PHOTOS!:D

i jus need a shoulder and i couldn't find one.

i guess...

HAHA!


had cls BBQ yesterday at east coast. was quite fun. play with alfred. ended up my phone with lots of scratches. lol ! went cycling. eat chicken. not forgetting, going to the arcade. it was damn fun at the arcade. play the DDR tingy. after that, went back took lots of photos. and went home after that.


it was a wrong for me to being a fool who started
msg you first which lead no ans to me.
and maybe that was the last chance i've given to myself.


P/S: thanks "boyfriend"! for accompanying me on the phone throughout the night on
my way back home although both of us felt like slping. lol ! thanks.(:


PHOTOS FOR NOW!

thanks.(: i love it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SAN BAO! :D




woke up in the morning at 9.30. was damn early lahs. then went compass point to buy our things. and it was raining? so unlucky. then went his house. prepare our things. stuck there for 2hrs plus waiting for the rest of them to come. went to raffles places. saw peiyun and everyone was shock. chase her away and proceed to the board game cafe. had some misunderstanding. but all was settled(: so had fun in the cafe. and celebrate the june babies birthday. and i was one of them!(: and yong xiang played me lahs. i where got do that kind of things?! lol ! after that. went to cq. play and play. then shop around. went lau pa sat eat. went to 401 play. and home sweet home!(:


thanks for cheering me up yesterday when i m really down. thanks layping.



we are the june babies! :D


although thats what i wished,
i guess its impossible now.

:D

going out later to watch movie. lol ! watch man in white. update more later. (:

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came back from the movie. was rather funny than scary. haha. went to suntec to play. almost spent 100+ at arcade. lol ! but brought alot of present home. thanks klvin and yongxiang for your mickey pillow. thanks suling for your mickey mouse. and not forgetting jess. thanks for your mickey mouse watch... and..!! miaoxuan for your mickey stripe. lol ! thanks everyone. up next. will be peiyun's birthday. lol ! but no one intended to celebrate her birthday!! yahs. peiyun?! lol ! working later. so good day everyone! :D

WEE! :DD

had a great birthday party. it wasn't for me to be happy because i have a birthday party. it was because you took the cake in front of me. and i was seriously touched. i never dream of having a celebrating the party with my loved one holding a cake. they were envy too. :D no lahs. seriously i was touched. thats was biggest birthday present i ever had. thanks my love. (:
had birthday celebration under voideck. strange huh?! lol ! and obvious is last min. but i m gald you guys have the heart.(: anyway thanks. (:

AND THERE GOES MY ONE DAY

OF MY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! :D

happy birthday to me. :D im finally sixteen. its seems like so difficult to be sixteen.. to every girl, sixteen years old should be happy. but as for me. i m stuck in some stupid virtual world, to do some stupid things. wth... yeahs. of cos. i received the most important msg. but ended up some sort of a quarrel.. lol ! petty guy! wonder what will i do today. layping intended to bring me out. kept on say got surprise. what surprise will i get. not sure. well. update later and i will get to know later. lol ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!~

FUCKER!

seriously i don't like you. stop finding excuses. you don't have intention at first. it a waste of my time. why should i bother?! next time i won't do that anymore. just get out of my life. i don't want a selfish friend like you. you just won't change the attitude of yours alright?! its all the lie that you have. thats all! GO AWAY! no longer the person that i know of...
this will be the worst birthday eve i ever had... nth to say much anymore!

IT'S COMING! :D


4 more days. it has come finally. don't want any celebration. don't want any present. neither want a beautiful doll up or so. jus want peace. thats all! (:
went to late night shopping. caught spiderman-3. nice show(: went swimming in the morning. got sun burn. so pain. went to camp christine for the next event. had north division. did sing-a-long with all guides and brownie. FUN! :D had dine in until 12.30. it not temporaily, but permanent. every saturday and holiday eve. it's gonna be tiring.. had english oral. and it sucks like hell. it wasn't good enough for me. work almost everyday. and forget.. not to mention. yong xiang's birthday. happy birthday to you(: up next? not sure. update more next time(:



you still know i love you so,
but i just don't wish to say much.




PHOTOS FOR NOW!:D