ITS JUST ME AND MY DIRTY LITTLE SECRET! :D

lol ! i didn't get my report book back. its my doom le. haha. but of cos i will work hard for prelim lahs. so worried about my chinese 'o' level . hope it won't be that difficult lahs. holidays its here, but it seems like it ain't a holiday for me. i have to go back school for the first 2 weeks to attend lesson. had camp and so on. so quite tiring.
so excited for tml. lol ! late night shopping. and today will be the last day of mother tongue intensive. so happy. but tml is the prelim for my chinese. so good luck to everyone. (:

AWWW!

so tired!! had mother tongue intensive today. so boring. i slept throughout almost every lesson. so so so tired. going to take a nap later on.
shit. my mum knew about meet the parent session thingy. and i failed every paper. lol . i guess it fate. hope my dad won't scold me. tml going out with peiyun and guys as well as friday. but this month's pay is ain't enough for me. OH MY GOD! how m i going to survive? lol . step by step le lohs.
5 more days to chinese 'o' level exam. was just worried about my compo bahs. JIAYOU! everyone.(:

its just me who suffer the most?
what about you?

(:

it had been some time since i blog. had been mugging for work. lol . had mother tongue intensive lately. all the way up to friday. had a hard time studying well in the ava. so many homework each day. at a composition per day. lol ! hope can pass bahs. (:

getting result maybe this friday bahs. i don't know how to say to my parent. lol ! jus let it bahs. anyway. if i flung mid year and pass very well for prelim.. it will be the same right? lol . 'cos it doesn't do any help at all to my 'n' level. haha.

got my new phone. w850i. golden white. finally i got it. actually that's not the model i want. but no choice. i can't choose my w950i. AWWW! anyway, new phone is new phone. (: haha . (and i longer get the same phone as yours, does that mean its a new start for me? i'm not sure. hope so.)

intend to bring my 3 daughters out this thursday to play. long time never see my peiyun le. wonder how she ish doing. so intending to bring them out this thursday. and of 'cos, i have been waiting for this moment. my late night shopping! it has come finally. this friday. i m going chiong man! lol ! whether you want to come, it's your decision. i will not stop you anymore. [:

AT THIS VERY MOMENT, I'M WAITING

GOODBYE...

today lesson as per normal. ohhs yahs, i failed everything except english and chinese. and i didn't expect myself to pass english. lol ! hmm. going to chiong for prelim le. no more slacking. i don't even know how to use the report book and face my parent. lol . jus wait and see how bahs. had student council investiture today. saying goodbye to the 6th student council and welcoming the 7th student council. and yahs, of 'cos i cheered for my beloved.(: (you should be touched okyas? ANGELA YAP! :DD)

lastly i saw him.(: the moment i saw you, i know what i m going to do. its time for me to say goodbye to you. goodbye.. my memories of yours. goodbye...

PS:STUPID YONG XIANG! YOU FUCKER! WHY MUST YOU WIN ME!!! AWWW!

MY MEMORIES OF YOURS..

HMMM!

first things first. alan ish back from his reservist. yahs. obvious i m happy. lol ! secondly, today is spring cleaning day. and i m currently so tired to do anything. lol. but yahs, we are going to work hard for our CER check! YES! and one last thing. who wanna to watch spiderman 3? i wanna to watch, but with no one?! AWW!

i m going to miss esther for this long weekend too! lol ! :D

and ah meng, if you are reading this blog, lol ! pls look below this entry!
there is surprise for you. (:

bye peeps! :D

SLACK! :D

yesterday went to esther and slack. lol. had fun. today paper i m going to flung too. i guess every paper bahs. lol . so difficult for today's paper. i don't even know anything. lol. tml ish spring cleaning day.(: upload photos for now. :D

XI NU AI LE! :D

THAT'S YOU! AH MENG UNDERSTAND? :D

THAT'S OUR CRAZINESS! :D

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e math paper sucks like hell. i guess can't make it. haha. yesterday went to study then went arcade play. lol. FUN! but some idiot bullied me! lol. tml last paper. YES! finally. lol. next few friday has been booked. going away and away from books! its time to enjoy. :D

can i love you?
i have only 3 weeks left. ):

FAILED, FAILED, FAILED!

i guess i m going to fail everything soon. lol. class chalet cancelled because mr leong scared we jump sea. haha. abit stupid thinking lahs. who would thought of jumping into the sea? lol. late night shopping coming. going save up money. yea! haha. wan to buy psp. wan to buy phone. I WANT THE WHOLE SINGAPORE! lol. STUDY STUDY STUDY! 2 more days to end of MYE. :D

PS:ESTHER TO! what you mean by FINALLY?! lol.

STOP IT! ARGH!

just stop reading my blog! jus stop tagging my blog! stop everything! i dun wish to see you tagging my blog neither reading it anymore! from now on, maybe we shall be a total stranger. cos i jus dun wish to cry for you anymore. you doesn't seems to bother it. i'm totally sick and tired of it. alright? i m sorry that it has to turn out this way. cos you doesn't seems to be care that i m crying for you...

TIRED.. REALLY SO TIRED...

picture at jian ting's chalet.(:

picture on the badminton trip.(:

picture on the study times.(:

ANYONE INTERESTED TO GO KBOX

NEXT FRIDAY?:D

CONTACT ME!(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGELA! :D

was not in the mood during night time. alot of things came into my mind. suddenly a question jus came in: should i stop loving you? should i? its time for me to give up? maybe if i had done that, will we dare to face other better? if thats the case, maybe i will. are you reading this blog? i wonder what will you react. can you tell me what to do? to tell myself to stop loving you is difficult. but sometimes, we are like total stranger and this is not i wanted to see. maybe i should have done that. i m sorry guys, i have failed totally. a total disappointment to myself. tell me what to do alright...

WHY CAN'T I...

to love you is simply so difficult.

IT'S THE CRAZY THINGS THAT WE DO! :D

had ssp on mon. after that went to work, reach home around 1 plus. (saw him by the way! :D) had a shower. came out again. went to jian ting's chalet. was feeling all alone. cos i don't even know him and layping brought me to his chalet. lol. but had fun. play majong. went out walk walk again. slack until 4 plus. sleep in the room. woke up at 9 plus. send layping off. had breakfast at kopitiam. went chloe house. play and eat. fun fun fun! sleep at around 5 again. lol. woke up at 7.30. rush home. had a bath. watch television. SLEEP! lol! (:
had chinese paper today. alright. paper 2 was like fuck. so difficult. need to crack my brain. but manage to finish. lol. listening comprehension and composition was alright. (:
done done done! left 6 days to my end of MYE!

actually i am just an average kid next door. (:

lock my heart and throw the keys away. :D