WILL I STILL LOVE YOU IN THE FUTURE?我希望我能爱上未来的你(:if ue give me one chance tell ue how i was feeling, i will hold ure hand and look into ure eye, nd ue know i will never let ue go.(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAE!happie birthdae to ue. sorrie that i did not wish ue personally. sorrie that i did not pass it to ue personally. i have my own reason. i jus dun wish to. realie so sorrie. indeed i wasn't in a in good mood. times, i wanted to throw away the present. everyone tried to stop me. i tried my best to took up the courage to give ue, bt that time, jus that time, i saw ure msg in her fone, it was all ure msg. all in my mind went blank. totally blank. i had no idea wad to do. i gave up. i wanted to throw away. again. they stopped me. i had no intention to give anymore. maybe nt giving ue ish a good choice. it has no meaning anymore...forgive fer wad i have done.my heart are meant to be broken.):
WAD A SAD DAY! )):hmm. damn sad and stress yesterdae lahs. everybody was working so hard on tis campfire. yet everything was given to miss neo nd the leader to take charge. moreover i can't even enjoy myself lahs!! nd its my first time cried becos of campfire. WTH! den i run around the sch lahs. lol. play and play. den rain stop le. go back to the parade and have fire started. lol. den play nd play. haha.did nt have fun at all lahs. gt luckily gt ppl to msg. lol. tks you! you know who ue r. lol. ((:hmm. saw him the entire dae. quite happy. den suddenly fall down cause i was so eager to buy drink. LUCINDA lahs! make me fall down. den sit down tere like small kid. lol. den he come and make my hair. lol. so happy lahs. bt den ish jus less den 10 sec?!! WTH! we only play less den 10 sec. that's it! so sad! )): during campfire. he was enjoy himself. bt i was at a corner crying. haiyohs. so so so sad! i have to go hm alone at night. no one accompany me. how i wish he would. lol. aiya! i m thinking too much le. haha. bt how i wish everything would happen.some heart are meant to be broken. hope mine ish not! ((:
i 'm currently missing ue right nw. hope i can see ue soon. so happy. finally ue reply my msg. jus a msg frm ue. i m contented. ((: I MISS YOU! :DD
WHY?no more happiness. no more cheerful. all ue wan was jus to leave me. far far away. making me leave the place. going back hm crying alone. hoping that ue would come after me. bt end up? i have to be alone. crying back hm. i saw him. saw his back. going off with that girl. leaving me alone looking at his back. the whole night ue were with that girl. everytime i saw ue playing with her, i hope that she was me? hoping that i m the one with ue? jus wanting to grab ure hand and accomapany ue walking through every obstacle. bt its seem like i m nobody in ure heart. i m tired. i dun wish to cry fer ue anymore. i realie wish to tell ue that i like ue. realie. bt i dun wish to get hurt too. so i kept quiet jus to have our friendship. jus remain the way we r. always joke around. every sweet dream that we had was jus a short moment. how i wish the time would stop tere. bt its impossible. not anymore. i hope ue will read my blog. hope that ue will understand how i feel abt ue. hope that i can find my the other part of me in ue. jus wanting to tell ue. i love you.i m incomplete becos of ue...I M INCOMPLETE..
