DAMN TIRED!

hmm. yesterdae working full shift more den 12 hrs. feel like dying liao. hais. come around 9. end up gt to help the catering do shroom burger. the stupid catering kill me to death le.becos the NDP rehersal lahs. next sat still gt 1 more leis. sians sia. hmm. need to do 400. end up. i do all the 400 shroom wit kim n auntie yoke hwa. after tat around 11 to 12 plus. xiao qi gui come le. he ish a veri funny guy. ue know wad? when he came. he call my name n look at me n jus smile. i was like 'huh'? wad ue wan to sae? hahas. veri cute rite? hahas. hmm. after tat,went to rest fer awhile n chiong fer nite shift le. hmm. went to do cashier during nite shift. cos i dun wan to do wit HIM. hais. hmm. play alot wit 'JUN WEI' n riduan. hahas. yea? 'JUN WEI'? hahas. no lahs. ish shashah. even riduan have to wear marcus nametag. hahas. work so long. making my leg so pain. den 3 ppl somemore sobo shift. making me so angry lohs. pei yun i cn know derhs situation. bt den miao n layping. i realie dun wish to sae out. hais. expected alrdy lohs.after work. damn tired. i need a rest. went to eat oriental salad. damn nice lahs. after tat. went to play wit nuanta's bike. hahas. ride wit shashah. cant even ride well lohs. cos two of us veri heavy lahs. hahas. LOLS! hmm. working nite shift todae. sians sia. dun have xiao qi gui cos he work morning shift. *SOB* hahas.bt den gt andy lahs. okyas lohs. ((:

FULL SHIFT! -.-

TIRED! TIRED! TIRED! :((

hmm. another dae jus gone by. yesterdae nt much ting happen during sch dae. same ting as usual. hais. after sch. have guides. do all the campfire preparation. so damn tired. need to carry all the spars. hais.
after tat gt tat stupid NDP parade lahs. stand so long again. make my leg so tired lahs. haiyohs! hmm. after tat. went to work. WAH LAU! work cashier lohs. hais. next time dun wan to come den ue know arhs! hahas.
hmmm!! GUIDES COOKIES COMING LE!
wanna buy pls find me. i target 25 tins. pls. pls. pls. jus buy frm me lahs! hahas. i intend to buy all 3 flavours for myself! JUS FER MYSELF! hahas. maybe i will buy more den tat lohs. hahas. hmm. i m going to ask all my KFC gang to buy.they sure will buy derhs.
jus a few more minutes.i m going to work le. sians. todae full shift. no choice. cos ruo yu cant. she wan to go fer the big walk. HAIYOHS! making myself so tired. lata my xiao qi gui going to nag at me cos i complain tired. sians lohs. no choice lahs. i will strive to the end! JIAYOU! ((:

JIA YOU! ((x

i will strive to the end no matter wad!
JIA YOU WORS! ((:
gonna to buck up on everyting le wors!((:
WOHOOS!

HAIS! :((

quite a number of tings happen tis few weeks n i m realie veri stress.
hmm. first ting. i wonder why yx kept on coming to kfc n eat lohs. he has no place to eat isit? or wan to tio dai ji? they r realie siao derhs lohs. hais. i oso dunno wad to do lahs.
second ting. hmm. yesterdae jus cried becos of my fren. why can't he jus think of his family. his fren. n himself? makin himself like a bastard like veri gd isit? hais. i dun wish to care abt him derhs. bt den i realie dun wish to lose a friend. he was nt like tis in the past. why mus he change his attitude? why? hope he cn stay away frm tat gang bahs.
hais. one more ting. i dun know who to invite on the cultural night performance leis? how? i wanted to invite him. bt den i dun tink he will agree bahs. maybe i shld put myself in his shoe bahs.he might nt wan to see me at all! sians. hmmm.todae lesson as usual. bt den gt gateway. MORE SIANS! took up most of my time. n i was late. i m tere better den nt tere lohs! if ue all r nt happie or wadever or even angry. i gt nth to sae. cos i m jus like tat. i dun like ppl to force me or tell me wad i shld do. jus simply hate them lahs. FUCK! hais.
tml still gt guides.i dunno wad to do lahs. feel like nt going to sch tml. sians. bt den becos need to finish gateway. no choice lahs. HAIYOHS!
so long nvr see my xiao qi gui.dunno where ish him liao. den the stupid tham yesterdae went to call him. made me so pai seh sia. hahas. bt den he ish kind after all. ((: bought him sweet on tues.

SUCKS!

i hate it.
whatever i does ish no use anymore.
i dun wish to be a weak girl.
yet, ue made me do so.
i jus need a love n shoulder to rely on.
why can't i?
my life jus simply sucks.
how i wish i have totally no contact wit ue at all?
yet i cant forget ue.
SHUDDS LAHS!
i jus simply hate myself.
bt i did not regret falling in love wit ue.
last time le.
realie nt going to be in love anymore.
not believing in them!
they r jus simply a lie to me!
nt going to be happie. nt going to be cheerful.
sucks! i hate it!
no one knows my feeling well.
maybe fer tis last time.
i will nvr open my heart fer anyone else.
i m jus a lonely girl.
m i still the girl who use to love ue?
i m nt sure.
wanted to love. yet ue made me give up.
i wan to be away frm ue. yet wan to care fer ue.
everything i do ish jus fer ue.
forget it. away frm it.
no more taggie fer me pls?
i will try my best to forget ue.
bt becos of ue. i m nt going to be in love anymore.
iwillalwaysbethelonelygirlwhowillstandbyuresideifueneedme.
MY LOVE SUCKS!

LOLS!

yesterdae went to sakae sushi. wah lau. tis few daes have being enjoy myself. ate jack's place on tue. went to sakae sushi yesterdae. maybe going to eat swesen somedae. LOLS! hmm. todae sch as normal lohs. nth happen. going gateway soon le. sians. hate doing gateway. always make me hand so rough. hais. bt no choice. campfire coming le. hais. so tired. nt enough slp man! :((

todae was the dae i m hoping fer ans.
bt no outcome frm ue.
i realie had no idea wad to ue.
i m telling ue wad ish frm my heart.
bt yet. no reply frm ue.
so sad. no longer the strong girl i was before.
no smile. no longer cheerful le.
becos of ue. i m incomplete.
i love ue. bt ue r no longer in tis world anymore.
-IMDEAD!

jus 3 more daes.
if i have not broke up wit ue.
it would be exactly 1 year.
hais. time passed veri fast.
wad m i gonna do?
waited fer long time.
still no result.
maybe ish fate.
becos of ue. i cried.
becos of ue. i m lonely.
becos of ue. i m no longer a strong girl.
becos of ue. i m totally incomplete.
130705.
its was the best dae fer me.
hais.
I LOVE YOU RONALD!

LALALAS!~

hmmm. yesterdae work. hmmm. as usual. bt different. cos working base. ((: den work wit KIM n the ice-eater. hahas. tat ice-eater wan to go back sch study le. so she better go back. hahas. tats the best le. hahas! EVIL huh?! nvr jam the burger. bt den jam fries. hais. den had lots of fun wit xiao qi gui. bt den he make me angry after tat. damn angry lohs. bt wad cn i do. ish to keep quiet n do nth. hais. :((

LOLS! ((:

hmm.. yesterdae sch as usual. bt end much early. end around 12. after tat went hm to take a bath. n went out wit qi mei mei n kim mei mei. went long john to eat. met andreas n marcuz as well. ((: after tat went salon cut my hair. hahas. so nice lohs. gt wash my hair. hahas. refreshing after tat. den they went pluck eyebrow. hahas. keep on saying pain. den went to buy candy. n we went to work le. hmm. andreas coming work todae. tham allow him to work. sians sia. gt to see his face. -.- hmm. so tired working base. bt work wit shahsha. hahas. so fun. hmm. after tat went to play. took alot of photo. hahas. den went hm le. ((: todae working base again. bt den ish wit tat ice-eater. sians. bt ish xiao qi gui derhs shift! WOHOOS! ((:

photo uploaded! ((x

it was found by me n KIM! ((:


me carry the $10 ((:


KFC GANGS! ((:


me n shasha! SUPERWOMAN! ((x

SIANS! -.-

sians. todae sch as usual. my math textbk being confiscated by eng teacher. WTH! onli left 1 last qn. can't she jus let me do finish?! ... hmmm. after tat. went fer recess lahs. bt nvr go down. stay outside the cls room lohs. tok to kim mei mei n esther.qi mei mei todae nvr come. hais. no fun. hmm. after tat had POA lesson. feel like slping. angela went fer competition. miss her norhs! hahas. after tat went to meet kim mei mei n an da gor gor after sch. went plaza yum yum! saw my xiao qi gui! xDD hahas. ate KFC as usual.
tml nt going ying's hse have BBQ le. cos need to work. sians. sofian shift again! gt to clean up the place. sorrie pei ying. did not go ure hse tml. anyway. HAPPIE 15th ADVANCE BURFDAE! ((: den wan to pon sch leis. bt scared qi mei mei angry. hais. dunno leis. feel like slping nw. den dun feel like studying. dunno whether wan to go anot lohs. BLAHS.. BLAHS!! CONFUSED! :((
stop giving me tat sickening attitude! i had enough of ue! UE SUCKS! so wad ue cn shout?! so wad ue cn fight?! stop bullying ppl cn? ue r the one who make me first lohs. making me so angry. yet ue think ue r right. PLS LAHS! WHO THE HELL R UE?! UE R NOBODY IN NOBODY'S HEART! SO JUS SHOOT OFF! FREAKING ASSHOLE! BLAHS!

BLAHS! BLAHS! BLAHS!

((:

hmmm. todae sch as usual. nth much happen. did not had PE todae. had fun wit angela lahs.hahas. cos headache n stomachache. den nvr PE lohs! ((: den had math lesson. stupid miss oon. make me so confused. bt den manage to understand lahs. den went fer IPW after recess. hmm. manage to finish the storyboard. hahas. hmm. after tat went to hall fer tat stupid talk abt the mind tingy lahs. so damn boring lohs. stupid miss goh. talk so slow! hais. waste my time. after tat went hm n slp! ((:
might go peiying hse tis fri. nt sure. cos gt work. might change shift bahs. sians. going to pon sch on fri! YEAHS!

LOLS! ILOVEYOUTOO! ((:

i m easily pissed off tis few dae.
dunno wad happen lahs.
my temper was like bomb.
cn be explode anytime.
maybe stress bahs.
making me hate ue isit nice?
ue jus walked out of my lyfe.
throwing me tere.
making me walk the path by myself.
so happie with ue tat time.
yet ue treat me like tis.
once again. becos of ue.
i believe in love.
but yet ue give me false hope.
made me feel not to believe in love anymore.
why?
im DEAD!
not going to trust them anymore.
not anymore.
why?
ue walked inside my lyfe.
but ue jus walked out.
n nvr sae a bye!
becos of ue.
i m totally incomplete girl.
becos of ue.
i m nt strong den before le.
r ue willing to be my boy?
*SOB*

FUCK! :((

everyone ish damn not happie yesterdae. all face den black lohs. work supply base.suppose to be happie. den everyone mus me so angry. BIANG! burger nvr jam at all. hahas. cos all standby nice nice in the FC. ((: after tat. played quite alot lahs. den went hm le. todae working. alan's shift. me alone. no choice le. he insist me to work. den they all go WWW. hais. dunno lahs. so angry nw. :((

LOLS! HAPPIE! ((:

hmmm. yesterdae had fun having science lesson. but den sians leis. cos ish two sciences after each period. wah lau. all science. i m going to be a mad scientist soon. LOLS! hahas. recess went to meet qi mei mei n kim mei mei. hmm. kanna scolded by desmond cos he prefect mahs. den he ish doing his duty. dun think ue prefect i scared ue! HERS! thunderbolt den ue know! LALALAS!~ hahas. lucky gt yong xiang pei us. hahas. nvr do his duty lohs! HELL! but who cares! thanks yong xiang! hahas.
after sch had guides. hmmm. quite boring bahs. nth to do. but den halfway gt break. i quickly rush to get my walkaton card. need to hand in by yesterdae evening. hahas. after tat. need to dicuss abt the north D campfire tat we r going to organize! YEAHS! GO NORTH D! WOHOOS!
hahas. after tat played captain's ball. sians. everytime oso tat game. bt den no choice. dunno wad game to play liao. hahas.after tat announce the new PL n PS! yeahs! me promote to PS le! CONGRATE ME! hahas. bt den sad thing ish i m no longer in SF le. i miss my SF patrol! *SOB* hais. bt i will tried harder in MG! YEAHS!
after tat. went to work! yeahs! ish xiao qi gui derhs shift! hahas. bt den gt andy. HERS! always bullied me! BLAHS!work packer fer HD! hahas. first time work. no complain fer me. but den still gt complain lahs n the order ish not i pack derhs okyas?! hahas. packer ish so fun! WOHOOS! todae working base. sians. going off in abt 10 mins time. hahas. but den i m going to have fun wit xiao qi gui at night! LOLS! ((x

XIAO QI GUI! ((x