HAPPIE! ((:

todae went out kim after sch. meet andreas, klvin n yong xiang. went bugis to watch movie. hahas. watch silent hill. although ish nc 16. but den manage to go in. LOLS! damn happie lohs. hahas. damn scary. cried out. but den thank god gt andreas. hahas. after tat went plaza fer awhile. den went kim hse. LOLS! hahas. play fer awhile. den went to meet him. pang seh me on the way. wah lau. make me walk hm all the way lohs. hais. forget it. i expected it lohs.

I HATE YOU!

sorrie if i sae something wrong. pls do not sae anything tat ish noble. everybody ish working hard. everyone ish hardworking. not onli ue. not onli me who shout tired. almost everyone did tat.ue r not happie wit anything. pls tell me straight. do not tell anyone. n pls do not as if ish my fault or tats the fact. or even pushing the blame to me. ITS NOT THE FACT. everyone in the committee members tried their best including ue. n its over. ue r the 1 who dun wan to accept the sorrie. not me. at least everyone did their part. as fer the trolley thing. i have 2 heavy books plus 1 report book. in my bag. i have 1 heavy file. i have no hands n ue expect me to carry?! so wad if ue carry frm so far all the way? did ue ask fer help when needed? wad mdm sae did ue listen? its not wei da at all. PLEASE. sorrie to sae like tat lohs. bt ue r pushing the blame to me lohs. i m oso pissed off wit i have done lohs. forget it. since ue wan to sae ish my fault tat make ue so pissed off. i realie gt nth to sae lohs!

anyway. sorrie guys.

SHOPPING QUEEN! ((:

todae had fun shopping. walk around. saw my favourite wallet! but did not buy. wanted tat alot. damn alot! hais. but end up nvr buy. sians. den walk the whole orchard. damn fun. ate wanton mee fer lunch. den walk heeren, wisma n far east. LOLS! ((: walk until my leg so pain! hahas. nvr buy anything except a crown ear ring! WOHOOS! ((x took alot of pic. halfway. went to meet pei yun. LOLS! FUN FUN FUN! tml still gt tat stupid course need to attend. sians leis. maybe slping bahs.

photo uploaded wors! ((x

me n kim. ((:


kim. me. ruo yu! ((:


LOLS! ((: i m shy lahs!


LOLS! ((: i m in prison! ((x


hahas. future model! ((:


walking out of a high cls hotel! ((x

yuns. yu. me. kim! ((x WE RAWKS! ((:


twist! ((:

LOVE YOU GIRLS! ((x

LOVE YOU GUYS! ((:

hmmm.. yesterdae had fun at kfc. work in base. had fun wit qi mei mei they all. LOLS! after work. had dinner around. it was like realie veri gd.. we GOSSIP around abt the 2 new cashier lohs. hahas. damn fun. den we laugh until siao. hahas. den went hm so energentic lohs. hahas. cant slp. chat wit pei yun. miao. n qi mei mei! hahas. veri looking forward to todae. going out wit qi mei mei they all. LOLS!((:

photo uploaded! ((x

kfc riders! ((:

LOLS! ((: so cuteeee! ((x


shashah wan to hit me! HELP! ((x

its not superman! its SUPERWOMAN! ((:

WE RAWKS! ((x

LONELY! :((

yesterdae had fun at guides hse. went to bishan do volunteer work! hahas. hmm. quite tired bahs. cos have to count stock. sians. hahas. after tat went to kfc. but den i m alone. so went to call miao! hahas. hmm. they were on their way to kim's hse. so went to tag along lohs. hmmm. when reach there. jia qing n choon boon going off le. so left wit miao, kim, xiang, me. LOLS! hahas. had fun. played black jack. lost three rounds. den they punish me. ask me to drink 3 cups of water. no choice. go to drink lohs. LOLS! hahas. after tat. eat tibits. n off we went to plaza as i promise xiao qi i will wait fer her. LOLS! after tat, i was damn angry wit "someone" lohs! keep on inorging me! HERS! so petty! almost cried out. but nvr care. took 119 wit layping, miao, qi, pei yun. hahas. had fun wit qi bahs. fighting in the bus n keep on shouting! LOLS! reach hm around 11 plus! ((:

photo uploaded again! ((x

yong xiang. ((:


dead rat! being killed by miao! LOLS! ((:


me n kim! using yong xiang fone to edit! ((:


me n kim again! nth better to do. LOLS! ((:

HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIE! ((x

working lata. hais. sians man! going guides hse tml! YEAHS! ((: *entry ended* i write fer the sake of not letting my blog to die off. HAHAS! ((x

GUIDES TRAINING CAMP! ((x

jus came back frm camp. hahas. so damn fun lohs.
first dae:
went fer hike. hmm. took bus to pasir ris. den walk frm tere to changi village. hahas. damn fun. but den damn tired lohs. my leg was like wan to break le. hahas. went to the coffeeshop to have lunch. but den i dun feel like eating. so end up nvr eat lohs. den went to take ferry to ubin. hahas. hmmm. quite fun. sing song while going to ubin. hahas. after tat. rent bicycle to cycle. actually play game derhs. but den we gt the wrong route. so end up go to return to the starting. we cycle abt two hrs. hahas.damn fun lohs. den came back around 5 plus. had dinner. den went to study. after tat went to slp le. ((:

dae 2:
hmmm. wake up in the morning. had breakfast. me,ting n shan went to cook milo. hahas. damn not nice lohs. but den end up everyone drink it. hahas. after tat had homemaker's badge session. i walk around but do nth. hais. quite sians during tat time lahs. after tat around 1 plus. had outdoor cooking wit NCC. hahas. hmm. ish their first time doing. end up they dun even know how to set up the fire lohs. still tell us. they know firelighting. hais. after tat was damn damn tired. clean up the whole hanging garden. like shit. hahas. after den had fun at nite. no study. went to porch to chit chat n play "simple simon says" hahas. i was the mastermind at first. but end up kanna play by them. wah lau. hahas. hmm. den chit chat. ate maggie. after tat. too tired le. throw them down tere. n went to room n slp lohs. hahas.

dae 3:
not much thing happen on dae 3. but den i have fun making the bed. but jus too tired le. hahas. after the camp. went to watch movie at tm.watch "we r family". so funnie lohs. LOLS! ((:

HAPPIE BURFDAE ESTHER! ((x

HAPPIE! ((:

hmmm. it was fun! i had a great time yesterdae! it was going to 12am soon. my burfdae ish coming le. hahas. hmm. play alot! those stupid ppl.. plan all those thing to make me! wah lau. hide mybag! den dun wan to let me go! i hate them man! LALALAS!~ ((: hmmm. they drag me outside the KFC . splash on me with all sort of dirty thing. they splash all the sauce found inside KFC. splash me wit chicken blood! splash me wit flour! ice water! n spray on me wit water hose! i m damn angry lohs! so irritating! hahas. after tat, play wit my xiao qi gui! so fun! WOHOOS! he rawks my life man!! hahas . ((: after tat suppose to ton at my hse. but i scared my sickening dad scold me! wah lau! end up they go klvin hse ton! hais. den suling oso kanna grounded by her dad cos she two plus den go hm. hais. too bad!

i realie wan to thanks all my fren in KFC! they realie make me laugh alot! hahas. hmmm. especially ayu n azri! without them. maybe i wun not have much fun! ((: thank you fer everything tat ue do! i love ue guys! ((x lastly. i wanna to thank *him* fer remember my burfdae! thanks. ((:

LOVE UE GUYS! ((x

HAPPIE BURFDAE TO ME! ((:

i realie hate you alot.
leaving me alone in my own world.
ish so easy to fall in love.
yet ish so hard to forget.
i wan the oldself of ue.
the guy whom i used to know n love alot.
the guy who always find something to cheer me up.
the guy who always wrote every entry in his blog.
wad fer reading my blog?
no use. no point.
i m alrite n fine. ((:
the onli thing i cn do nw..
ish to give ue my blessing.
hope ue n her ish happie always.
sigh..

LALAS!~

hmmm. yesterdae had fun wit my xiao qi gui! he ish so cuteee lohs. hahas. yesterdae his shift mahs. play alot lohs. finally gt a chance to play wit jan at the counter le. hmm. my burfdae i m gonna to celebrate at kfc le. not going to tell anyone. or else... i m going to played by them. especially yong xiang. BLEAHS!~ hahas. n the most important thing ish. on my burfdae ish xiao qi gui derhs shift! gonna play again. YEAHS!

feel tat life ish bored. gonna thanks all my girlfriends fer spending time wit me. thanks yuting fer always by side whenever i m sad. thanks suling, meiting, felicia n charmaine fer making my dae so brightful! thank henry, nicholas, zzy n ken fer making a humourous dae especially yesterdae at feli hse. ((: lastly i realie wanna to thanks *him*. he ish the 1 who made me believe in love. n made me not lonely fer jus a dae. realie thanks alot. I LOVE YOU! ((:


XIAO QI GUI RAWKS! YEA?!

THEY SUCKS!

yesterdae had fun at kfc. hmm. everydae oso have fun derhs lahs. hahas. yesterdae ish alan's shift. play n play n play. hmm. after tat. play wit the trolley. kanna scolded by him. BLEAHS! hais. nth to sae. *ENTRY ENDED*

3 more daes to my burfdae.
i wish to be wit him ferever
i wish my wish would realie come true.
i wish i m the happiest girl on earth.
i wish he wun leave me alone.
i wish he would make me happie.
i wish he will always be happie.
i wish fer everything he wish.
but will he know tat?
nahs. dun think so bahs.
wad i wish fer will nvr come true.
to be wit him ish my onli wish.
nth else.
LOVEYOULOTS!-missyoolots! ((:
130705

julia is a 13 year old girl who had heart problem..she had difficulties having a bf cause she wasnt pretty enough and moreover,she is sick..she was the only child dat her parents have.. she started moving frm yishun to punggol then to tampines..as she move house, she changed skool too..moved to this strange skool name one tree high..she was scared as ppl over dere might make fun of her but she was use to it so she juz have to bear with it..the next day arrive and she went to skool she was late and so she was rushing..den she bump to this guy..*BUMP* her books and his books fell and they started apologising to each other, he insists to sayin sorry to her...he was a popular guy in skool,the most handsome and talented soccer player, his name was mike went to class coincedently..they both were in the same class, so dey chatted along the way to class,dey both were scolded as they were very late..after everything was settle..the teacher introduce..the new student.. "class,this is julia our new classmate...let's give her the warmest welcome!"...every1 started to whisper to each other as she was some1 wif heart problems..but mike didnt...??
AFTER 2 MONTHS mike n julia become closer..eventually,they became bf/gf...den every1 started making fun of mike,especially his team mates at football and even his best frens...asking him why did he become julia's bf,as julia is sick and said that it was really stupid of him...but mike juz said, "i just love her..she mean alot to me...when feelings comes,nth else matters..."julia meanwhile was looking frm far,she look sad..mike den saw julia running out frm the main gate,he started chasing after her..after a few min of chasing..he caught up with her.. she was crying and so he asked why..she said dat she did not want to become a burden to him and dont want to spoil his reputation and bein made fun of by his peeps..be4 she could finished her sentence..he stop her and kiss her cheek sayin i love u and HE MEANT IT.. eventually,she stopped crying..and mike said"we will never be separated...nth can come between us!"
5 months time--------------------------------------------
julia found that she was feeling terrible by her heart problem..mike sent her for check up often,so dat she can get well ASAP and they can get on their date smoothly,but never will he noe that her illness is gettin more and more serious as days went on...one day,mike received a call frm julia's mother.. "julia is in a bad condition now,it may be fatal..come here quickly..." so mike took a cab and went to the hospital...the doctor told mike dat julia had only a 30% chance of surviving..he was devastated..he den ask the doctor if he could do anything to help her? and so de doctor replied to him.... and they went on havin a operation...
6 hours later-------------------------
"julia,julia..are u feeling ok?"said her mom... julia started opening her eyes.. "yeah im alright,feeling much better already...mom,where's mike?is he here in the hospital?i miss him so much!"
"u must be prepared to hear this...he donated his heart to u juz to save u,and it caused his life...he had passed away..." julia was shocked..she cried non-stop,feeling bad and guilty every day... mike truly love her,and jus wanted to save her,but it had cause him to leave the world so soon... Now and forever... his heart will be hers'and they can never be separate.

FUN! ((:

yesterdae went to little india. hmm.. ish wit teacher n other sister guides. went tere to organize game fer sec 1. so we walk walk around. quite fun. but hot. hmm. hahas. it was like realie short of time lohs. we onli gt 1 hr plus lohs. hmm.. hahas.

after tat went cp to eat dinner n rush fer anderson campfire. hmm. so fun lohs. i was being sabo to play game lohs. den the game was damn not fun lohs. had to play wit a scout. wah lau. den gt to hug together. yucks! so sick man! hahas. after tat play n play n play lohs. so fun. after tat cheer alot. n went to rp. went wit ting, ling, zhu, shan n jie. so fun. play n play.

HAPPIE 15th burfdae yong xiang! sorrie tat did not buy ue present in time. but i will get belated present fer ue. hahas. hmm. fun. he came to kfc frm ang mo kio. so long lohs. manage to play wit. splash him wit water! WOHOOS! ((: so fun. give him burfdae bash!!! COOL! ((x

ue made me believe in love.
yet ue made me believe tat love was a lie too.
wanted to cry.
becos of ue. i hold back my tears.
becos of ue. i m no longer a strong girl.
becos of ue. i cried alot.
jus becos of ue. i m totally incomplete.
when will ue took notice of me?
maybe its fate. totally confused.
maybe its time to let ue out of my mind.
but i can't. realie too hard.
130705. LOVEYOULOTS!

WOHOOS! ((x

yesterdae took my result. hais. damn bad lahs. failed 4 subject. hais. den took back my mp3 oso. sians. cant use. my stupid dad dun allow. hais. i will take it back some dae. wah lau. sians. den went to seletar country club. went there end up onli saw nick once. n tats its. nvr saw le. waited fer 5 hrs. sians. but den meanwhile went to HIPS to teach cheers. when we finish. call feli they all. nick still haven came out. wah lau. damn bek cek. took cab back to country club again. spent aroud 20++ on the cab lohs. hais. den when we reach tere. went round to find nick. cant find him. when we saw him. we were damn angry lohs. ps us like tat. hais! den went to have lunch at the country club. sians. end up no one eating except him n ling. wah lau. after tat. a few xia lan kia behind us kept on talking abt us. so we were some sort like play play like tat. go tio his dai ji. n they were veri bu shuang. but they dun dare to come near us. so fat n ugly. n the ting ish they r not even rich wanna to act rich. fuck man. sians. den play n play wit them hahas. cool huh?! ((:

after tat pei them go jalan kayu. they wanted to eat roti prata. hahas. but i did not tag along. went to take bus myself. cos i dun wan to be late fer work. hahas. reach tere. saw alan. play wit him. end up i cried abit. cos i hit his tag den veri pain. hahas. after tat went to do cashier. actually ling was suppose to do floor derhs. but den she dun wan. so change to aishah. she oso dun wan to do. alan ask me to do floor. at first. i sae i dun wan. but he angry le. so no choice. i dun wan to make him angry. hais. went to do floor fer the first time. sians. at first alrdy want to cry le. cos i oso dun wan to floor. but i hold back my tears. i did not. after tat. gt 1 stupid girl split the water n dun care n jus shift to another table leis. end up i gt to clean the place. SUAY! after tat. miao xuan n pei yun came. eat fer awhile. n went to "shopping". hahas. throw alot of rubbish. so smelly lohs. but den play alot. hahas. so fun lohs. ((:

HAPPIE BURFDAE YONG XIANG! :D