JUS DELETE ENTRY! NOW I HAVE NO MOOD TO WRITE

ENTRY! HAIS! *ENTRY ENDED*

happie always! (: WOHOOS! :D

CRIED TODAE! HAIS.

hmmm todae i have to go fer dance rehersal. but i realie dun have the strength or the mood to go. hais. but end up have to go. den after change into the costume, but den i was sad, so started crying. cos i realie. realie. dun have the confidence to do so. everyone give me courage n i did it. especially BERNICE. it was the first time ue have ever sae such a caring sentence to me. tks bernice.

he told me he has feelings fer me. but den he was thinking abt his ex. hais. RONALD. just to tell ue. i regretted. i dun request much realie. they r jus toking RUBBISH. so dun listen to them. (: i jus wan ue to take a little notice of me. tats all i wan. (: hahas. dun be sad le okyas. DO ENJOY URESELF! anything jus call me. (:

I WILL STILL LOVE UE NO MATTER WAD HAPPENS!

SORRIE! :(

TODAE I M JUS TIRED. *NO MOOD*

todae was fun at parade square. keep on toking n toking n toking. den sing loud loud fer the national song. everyone was looking at me. hahas. i told them of cos mus sing loud loud lahs. cos i jus LOVE my country more den any one else n i m happie to live in singapore. hahas. den todae was the first time in my whole life i was so guai tat i do MALI's class work. hahas. manage to finish n was the FIRST one to finish it! WOHOOS! hahas. (:

after sch. went to have lunch. tat yuting ask me to wait fer her. sians man. actually gt cheerleading practice. but den i m jus tired n stress abt some things. hais. den tat kok leong come n di siao me. make me so angry tat i m realie angry wit him! CHOO KOK LEONG! dun ever think ure surname ish choo. i scared ue okyas. hahas. :D

waited fer ling so long cos she gt guides n project need to do. hais. den they went to coffeeshop and have lunch. hahas. went to buy CADBURY MILK MINT CHOCOLATE. hahas. so nice man. i love this chocolate damn lots sia. hahas.

fight wit feli jus nw. so tired man. no more strength le. hahas! but wan to tell ue! I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANY ONE ELSE! hahas. BLEAHS!


I LOVE CADBURY MINT CHOCOLATE! (:

I REALIE DUNNO WAD TO DO! I HATE MYSELF!

todae had a veri difficult time. i dunno wad to do. i had cheerleading. i was veri stress. thinking of my ex. hais. miss him alot. he jus break wit his stead. hais. guess i could do nothing bahs. hais. read his blog. he was sad. but i jus cant do anything. onli can stand aside. wad m i suppose to do so tat ue would nt be tat sad? cn ue tell me? guess not. we might nt have the chance to tok this kind of things anymore. heart to heart. so hurtful to see ue like this. i onli hope ue cn tok to me. pls. jus once. i dun wan anything. i jus wan ure care n love tat's all. hais. i m crying. i realie dunno wad to do. realie veri sad. hais. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAE. *ENTRY ENDED*

*CRIES* WAD M I SUPPOSE TO DO SO TAT UE WOULD

NOT BE SAD?

WAD IS CHERISH? READ HIS BLOG. *SOB*

i realie regretted breaking wit ue.
i regret i did nt cherish ue in the first place.
nw i wanted to. but ue were away frm me.
nt belong to my world anymore.
*CRIES* wad shld i do?
nw realie love ue too much.
too hard to get away.

it was fun todae. hahas. had PE. ran 2.4 km. hahas.when was abt to the ending point. i was quite tired. n i find my shoe veri "uncomfortable". so i took off n i started running realie veri fast. hahas. when i reach the finishing point. my teacher was like "WHAT HAPPENED?" i sae i wear sch shoe veri hard to run. making my leg so heavy like tat. hahas. tks to my BARE FOOT. i can pass my 2.4km run. hahas. but ish nt the real test. n i cant run wit bare foot. hais. sians man!

hahas. after sch. had cheerleading. so did nt go fer guides. hais. play in the cls room fer dunno how many hrs n we did nt even started anything. hais. sians! hahas. bt gt shou yi. hari n two of their frens. hahas. so fun playing wit them. after tat when to pei yings hse.

sians man! still have to climb the 3 storey the staircase. hahas. den reach the study room. practice fer a while n went down fer dinner. it was nice. YUMMY! (= den went up again to practice the dance. hais. :( den suddenly her bro wans us to light up the candle fer him the balcony cos his stead's burdae coming soon le. den wan to celebrate. but we r NOT INVITED. hahas. the two of them onli. it was damn romantic lohs. how i wish he could do tat fer me. i would be the happiest girl in the world. hais. not anymore. hais. den went down eat cakes. actually dun like chocolate cake at all. but mus give face. so eat lohs. hahas. i still prefer FRUIT CAKE. hahas. my burfdae coming in two months time le. so anyone wan to celebrate, buy FRUIT CAKE okyas. no chocolate cakes at all. hahas. =x den went up again. jus to practice. haiyohs!!!! climb up n down. so tiring leis. after practicing, went into kbox room. her whole family was inside. we had fun singing n laughing. hahas.


HAHAS. FUN MAN! LOVES. <3

TODAE WAS FUN. HAHAS!

EVERYDAE WAS FUN. N I LOVE IT! <3

this morning was tired. raining. when reach sch feel like slping. so started slping fer a while b4 the teacher came. hahas. m i naughty? i think i m. after tat it was not much lesson going on. but fun lohs! hahas. cos cn slp mahs. :p hahas. todae faris was nt here. he sprained his leg. hais. poor little faris. hahas. but no him, cant hear his voice. cant quarrel wit him abt jasmine. after school went fer meeting fer the cheerleading. but end up the meeting like kns. hais. den went to study area. saw nicholas, ken n mr wong. keep on di siao them. hahas. fun. i onli take ken's pencil case. he go press my shoulder derhs veins. so pain lohs. make me shout so loud n pai seh lohs. den he make me so angry tat i went off. haiyohs!! i realie hate him lohs.

he wrote testi to me le. hahas. DAMN HAPPIE SIA! hahas. he ask me to take kaire. hahas. of cos i will listen to him. hais. dunno whether he will notice me anot. hope so. i love ue fer wad ue r. but no courage to tell ue. NO POINT! den tok to alot of ppl in msn, friendster. hahas. so fun. i get to know terrence, ming yang, hahas. den tok to nicholas FUNG n feng yuan. hahas. LOTS of fun toking to them. hahas. tml gt guides leis. hais. again so sian. dunno wad will happen in guides tml. hope something fun bahs. hahas.

I LOVE UE FER WHO UE R. (= LOTS OF LOVES! <3

YEAHS! GT BACK MY MONITOR LE! HAHAS! :D

hahas. long time nvr update le. cos my monitor exploded few months ago. shock man. hahas. todae kanna sae by tat POA teacher. fucked man. hate her sia. have to attend her lesson after sch. bt okyas lahs. have to attend fer 1/2 hrs. SIANS! hahas. den went to lings hse. have lunch down tere. hahas. cool. salmon sia. YUMMY YUMMY!! GOOD GOOD!! YES I WAN!! YES I WAN!! hahas. this ish wad we always sae when we guides found out some food tat ish tasty. hahas.

after tat. watch movie. at first. wanted to watch memoir of geisha. but end up they wanted to watch the horny vcd mahs. all abt sexual intercourse. it was like "OHHS GOSH!" so dirty lohs. hahas. anyone who wanted to watch can go buy the vcd. its a korean show, call "EVERYONE HAS A SECRET". tis few daes having been toking abt sex. ohhs man. haiyohs! yesterdae jus tok to two stupid guys abt sexual intercourse. it was like they told me derhs whole thing lohs. hais. they r experience mahs. wad can i do. anyway. they r nt any 15 to 18 years old guy. they r 32 n 28 years old guy. hahas. one is my manager lahs. the other ish edmund lohs. hahas. anyway. it was fun yesterdae there. actually to sae. it was fun past two daes too. cos ish alan's shift mahs. hahas. he ish so cute!!!

hais. he tag my blog. hais. sians. told me its ish going to be gone soon. but end up having a stead n continue to write his entries. i realie wonder why m i so stupid to fall in love wit a guy like him. wanted to tell him. but had no courage at all. tell him oso no use. wad ish the point? all ue care ish abt her. do ue noe i realie love ue alot? hais. guess ue will nv noe cos ue dun even bother to notice me at all. *SOB*

ALL UE CARE ISH ABT HER. I M JUS A NOBODY IN URE

HEART!

*TIRED*

ue made me walk tis path. i realie dun wan to be ure fren. but ue made me do. i dun need ue to cry fer me. i alrdy have no more hope le. i jus wan to have a simple life. i m jus a ugly duckling to everyone. everyone hates me. i m dead. away frm this world. how i wish i was not born in this world. no one love me.

sad. hart broken. i rather i see ue happie. cos i realie can't bear to see ue sad. i rather i m the one who ish alone. everything i do, i cried, ish all fer ue. i m realie so sorrie. i wan to be a selfish person. cos i wan to see ue happie.


NO MORE HOPES LE.