he tag my blog le.
he dun know who m i talking.
i was totally hurt.
i m jus a lonely girl.
my heart ish dead.
a cold heart have been alive in my heart onli.
i m always away frm ue.
but i jus miss ue.
i dunno why.
maybe i am jus an ugly duckling to ue.
*LONELY*

have to go to holy innocent primary after sch. but when i reach tere. i can't get to see the brownie guider. and i went tere fer onli 5 mins. waste my taxi fare. den went to ting hse do proposal. den suling went to online. saw him tagging my blog. hais. sians. dunno wad to do. i m onli a ugly duckling. hais.

TODAE WILL BE THE DAE TAT

MY HEART ISH BROKEN FER HIM.

i have no mood to write entry todae. todae they r meeting each other. hais. *ENTRY ENDED*

WILL HE EVER CURE MY LOVE FER HIM?

HART BROKEN! HAIS.

*CRIES*

YESTERDAE SO FUN CHATTING. :DD

yesterdae after online. i call lings fon cos gt fy mahs, now i finally know how he know tat slipper ish i give derhs liao. OHHS MY! he actually went to read my blog lohs. so pai seh, den tat suling went to toilet bath. but nt onli went inside. she bring her fone along, den me n fy cn hear the water splashing lohs, we were like "OHHS GOSH! ITS SO DIGUSTING LOHS!" eeee. she totally the same like charmaine lohs. girls stuff they like to tell guys. hahas. :p

hais, yesterdae tok to him. my feeling are back again. dunno why. M I A TWO-TIMER?? i dunno wad to do n i can't be. i dun wan to be a two-timer, hais. so i will think over my feeling again n i will reply this question on another entry bahs. :) hahas, so sians. lata go to work. so tired man! hahas. but can get to see my darling n frens. :DD

R MY FEELING BACK FER UE?? LOVES :(

UE HURT ME! :(

todae having guides after my lesson. everyone was asking "WHY UE GO CUT URE HAIR?". i was like "OHHS GOSH! UE DUN MIND CAN STOP ASKING TIS QUESTION?!!" todae veri fun during guides. we play captains ball. playing again "GRACY" team, we won by three point, hahas, "GRACY!! ue will nvr win cos ue jus too SHORT!" hahas, cool. den we play water bomb. quite okays lahs! not realie veri wet lahs! hahas. den after guides. we went to hockey turf. me. char. jas. ling. tings, bernice n nina. we were enjoying ourselves. we sing song while watching ken n the group of guys playing scoccer. hahas. veri fun. cos we waiting fer np to be release mahs. while waiting. we came back to the porch, saw fy. we started chatting. den follow by ken they all, dunno fer wad reason. ken make me veri angry. den i took nicholas bottle n started to chase him. but manage to. :DD hahas. den suling use meiting bottle to pour over me. n tis time i was realie veri wet lohs! but it was fun lahs. after tat. me n three of my girlfriends went to rivervale plaza to eat. den ting n ling make me wet again. but this time ish coke lohs. make me so wet n sticky. i was damn angry lohs.

den when hm. i read his blog. i m sad n disappointed. *CRIES* wad ish the point of loving him when its ish so difficult. hais. HATE YOU! :(

UE REALIE HURT ME ALOT. BUT I JUS LOVE UE TOO

MUCH.

NANNY NANNY POO POO! :p

tis morning at abt 6.30am. i was shocked. fy msg me. he thanks me fer giving him the slipper on valentine dae. hahas. anyway. welcome. hahas. i m still wondering how come he noe. but can't wear it, but he realie like it alot n he hanged it on the wall. hahas, so happie. todae so tired, went to sch saw kok. he was limping. dunno wad happen to him until i found out tat he was hit by a metal rod. hahas, meet all my girlfriends after school to eat lunch, at at kfc again. hahas. todae in a veri happie mood. den went to bedok to cut hair. my hair damn sucks lohs! i wun cut hair anymore le, hahas. damn short lohs, stupid! hais, todae veri miss him, :D her aunt

complain abt us. hais. sae tat we mess up her place. hais. suling. realie so sorrie.

MY HAIR SUCKS! PLS DO NOT RIGHT CLICK IN MY BLOG!

JUS TO WARN UE! HAHAS, ITS A SECRET BETWEEN

MYSELF ONLY! :p

ue r crying. ue look so sad. pls talk to me if ue need me.

i wan to be by ure side. dun cry n sad.WAITINFERUE-

HAPPIE THINKING DAE TO ALL SISTER GUIDES! TODAE WAS OFFICIALLY THINKING DAE FOR ALL GUIDES IN SINGAPORE!

todae wearing full u whole dae, so hot, STUPID! hais. den heard tat suling stain her skirt, so funnie, hahahas. she went toilet to wash her skirt, when i heard the new. i was like "OHHS GOSH! SHE STAIN HER SKIRT" hahas, hahas, funnie. den my physics test. YEAHS! (: i pass my physics test. i gt 15/20. hahas, GD! well done.. three cheer fer liyun. HURRAY! :p

todae gt false alarm of checking of bag, i was like" WAD THE FUCK!" why check todae? anyway, i oso bring my mp3 n hp everydae. hahas. so gt check or nvr check oso the same, but the thing ish they scared us lohs. the EXPRESS lahs! go make false alarm lohs,

HAHAS! HAPPIE THINKING DAE AGAIN!

I realie LOVE ue n tat is the fact, jus believe me once,

WAITINFERUE- i jus want ue to have me by ure side when

ue needed me the most n i m contented le. ie love ue, ):

hais, todae so tired. when hm early. after having my lunch. online fer a while, den went to have a shower n went to slp. todae so tired, i was being force to go cp to eat wit ting they all, but i did not turn up. they jus can't think of me. i m realie too tired. why? i treat ue gd ue dun wan, i sae sorrie, ue oso dun bother to listen, whenever i m always right, ue will side the person ue care the most, i realie dun like tis. i began to feel tat our friendship r drifting apart. if ue realie dun like me, jus tell me honestly, i wun blame ue derhs, to realie tell ue derhs truth, i dun like the way ue treat me, i have done wad has to be done for ue le, ue wan wad i give ue, ue wan the flower fer valentine dae, i alrdy give it to ue. wad else ue wan, i realie hate tis, to speak the truth, realie, i know when ue see tis entry, ue might be angry at me, but i realie dunno wad ue wan frm me, i told ue abt him ish wan ue to know he ish realie happie wit tat girl, ue will find ure mr right somedae, it hard, but at least try, JIA YOU! (x

I M REALIE SO SORRIE IF I HAVE HURT URE FEELING,

YUTING, REALIE SO SORRIE, :(

*DAMN TIRED*

todae so tired, jus came back frm work,
haiyohs! tat suling hors. pls lahs! dun be so... i dunno wad to sae ue!


WHY CAN"T ANYONE JUS BELIEVE ME??

i m realie trying my best to forget fy le, n i realie will do it, to tell everyone the truth, i realie miss my ex alot, alot, alot, n alot, hais, :( i want him. but he ish already attached to someone else le. hais, sians, i m always the one who SUFFER, why? i dun wish history to repeat but why? hope if ue realie see tis entry, ue will know how i feel, wish ue HAPPIE forever bahs, :(

AFTER MY THINKING DAE! hahs! (:

hahas, so tired, went indoor stadium todae, play n play n play, cheer n cheer n cheer, hahas, but it was fun. on the way there, me n ling veri zhi lian in the bus,


ue make me so love ue. miss him alot, R.. (x


me n ling, so bright! cool man! (x


nw so DARK! hahs! GUIDES RAWKS MY LIFE!
(X


char me mrs ONG! hahas, at indoor stadium,
someone make laugh like siao, see my mouth
open so big, :D

its was damn fun. WE WON THE GOLD AWARD! hahas, THIRD YEAR le, hahs, :p after coming back frm there. we went to eat dinner at cp. when i reach there, i saw marcus n keng rong, charr's fren, they was like, OHHS GOSH! so childish n imature lohs, hahas, i realie cant TAHAN them lohs. den we saw nina outside 7-11, she was waiting fer kok leong, n jus nice, i was waiting fer patrick, iwan pat to send char hm, end up ish marcus who send her hm, since kok n pat haven eat, so we decided to go hougang n eat, n we have to walk frm compass to punggol park, we have fun walking, hahs, (: end up we reach punggol park, we stay there fer abt half n hrs. hahs, (x fun chit chatting, cool! hahas, *TIRED*

Todae ish THINKING DAE!


hahs! (x gd Morning! me going guides hse nw le!




Lata going fer thinking dae liao, hahas, so see ue at nite! (:

hahas, TIRED N FUN todae,

sians leis, todae. ling nvr come sch jus becos she ish sick, hais, i miss her alot, hahas. todae, bernice *CRIED*, cos she gt scolded by mdm sharifah. hais, tat idiot teacher lahs, make her CRIED! bernice, dun CRIED le, me help ue go scold tat fucking teacher! (x

after tat ish GUIDES, todae was a reflection dae, it was sad when mdm was toking, but when abt giving feedback abt us, it was damn funnie, hahs (x hmm. it was shocked tat i was being impressed by the GUIDERS! cool man! GUIDES RAWKS! hahs (x have rolled call, after all the marching n drill, i m tired n stress out le, but i did get to see NCC, hahas,

it was den after GUIDES, i saw him, but i did nt get a chance to tok to him, he did even bother to look at me lohs! nvm, GUYS R ALWAYS HEARTLESS! BLEAHS! den saw bernice again, (x she was waiting fer mingjun to send her home, OHHS MY! so romantic, how i wish a guy would send me hm too!! (x hahas,

TML IS KENDRICK'S BURFDAE!!

hahas, happie burfdae, ue all noe wad, cos i wanna to bash him 15 times. i have to run around the sch, make me so tired, hahas, but fortunely, i manage to bash to him up, but i nt happie leis, SO.... hahas, going to do it on mondae again, hope he come sch lohs, hahas, (x at least it occupied my space of not crying in front of him. hais, sad, TML thinking dae, again, it occupied my whole afternoon! OHHS GOSH! stupid, bore again, hahas, but will be happie.

Todae will be the last time i *CRIED* fer ue!

todae was quite a sad dae, hais, nvm, i oso everydae sad the mahs, hahas, (x todae i heard suling told me tat he onli treat me as his sister, my hart totally had broken during tat time, hais, when back to cls. i was quiet, i was crying, but no one took notice of me,hais, HURTFUL!! hais, i told ting, char, jas n ying tat it will be the last time i CRIED fer him, wun be next time, nt anymore le, *SOB* hais,
but the thing tat makes me shock ish, i was thinking abt my ex, i had no idea why, hahs, (x although ish jus a dae memories. i was still happie, hahas, hope ue always stay happie bahs, hahas, miss him alot, realie, hahas, :p todae veri tired, working. came back at abt 11.00pm.


i DECLARED i no longer love him anymore!! (x hahas!

HAIS, DAMN FUCKING TIRED SIA!!

todae wake up at 04.30 am, needed to prepare for my total defence tingy, need to wake up n sew my badges, for todae and sat (my thinking dae) hehes, i have to be in school by 6.30am, when i was in sch, damn FUCKING to my shock, we jus have to prepare the tapioca n newater for them. ohhs my ggod!!! why can't the NCC or NPCC or even RED CROSS, why need to be us, hais, who ask mdm like to volunteer alots, end up we have to do the service for them!! wad derhs,
dn it was time for the drill exercises, we have to eat the tapioca, it was DISGUSTING!! SUCKS like hell lohs, its not totally for human lohs,hais, i have to face him for the whole exercises, but i was happy, hahas, SCARED ME. he came to ask me whether i have eaten my tapioca, although its jus a simple question, i m still contented, hahs,
after school. i went to eat lunch, so sad, heard my fren tat she wans to break wit him, dunno wad the HECK, he like to quarrel, after 1/2 hr, he finally wake up after getting scolded frm me. i gt nth to sae with him, i saw him at the bus stop. it was after his NCC, hais, dunno why, i feel like crying after i saw him, it is realie scary, when i think of him, he will make me think of his stead. when i think of his stead n him together, i will be sad, hais, i did cried, after charr's advise, no use, i couldn't stop crying. the slipper, hope he will wear it. hais, i realie wan to tell him i was the one who bought it. but i couldn't bring up my courage. hais, SAD, SAD, SAD,
after tat, went to meet PATRICK, cool, he went to hougang mall just to buy valentine present, i received a mickey mouse frm him, hahas, veri cute, i realie love it alot, hahas,
THANK YOU, PATRICK!! HAPPIE VALENTINE DAE TO UE!(:

hais, todae cried, tired n a HAPPY dae! (:

hais, todae wake up early in the morning at abt 5.30 AM!!! so slpy, dun wish to go cross country todae, at abt 6.10, i meet char n follow by meiting. we went there, i was walking throughout the journey until the last part when i had to run. it was tiring, on my way out to the main road, i saw him, i was totally sad, i dunno wad to do, i walk alone, so lonely, i CRIED, hais, tks, yuting fer so concerning me, tks, LOVES, hahas, Finally is the prize presentation. tks GOD!! tis year is not phoenix who gt last again, hahas, so happy fer phoenix, THREE CHEER FER PHOENIX!!! YEAHS, hahs,
after that, we went to watch movie. watch I NOT STUPID TOO, den i jus wanna to ask keong why he called char onli, he ish so angry, he ask his fren to scold me, ish she who ish the one who ping wei first lohs, ure fren jus scold me as if ish my fault lohs, fine!! my fault jiu fault, make me CRIED inside the cinema, i was damn sad lohs!! ue rather believe her den believe me, wad is tis,
hahahas, the show was damn funny lohs, but it was sad too, yuting was the first one to cry, den follow by me, hais, it was oso damn sad, end up the father die, but "chengcai" changed alot, hahas!! wo ai si ni le!! hais, CRIED N CRIED N CRIED!!!
Suddenly we saw mr zul. so scary, i tot he would scold us n give us detention. but end up he jus ask us to go home early onli. den we went to guide hse to buy tee shirt, after tat, we went to hougang mall, hahas, i saw KIANHAO, hmm, he look more handsome le, no longer the "BOWL" hair tat i noe, hahas, he ish now working at the Fila shop, go visit him if ue wan, :p
den we went to KFC to settle our dinner, saw alot of staff working, hais, todae realie damn tired. I WILL STILL LOVE UE NO MATTER HOW MUCH TIME I HAVE TO WAIT, JUS COS I LOVE UE,

Hais, Todae so tired n sad.

todae veri tired, morning gt PE. play tat stupid softball. end up make myself tired. haiyo! den when gt into maths cls, can't concentrate, feel veri sleepy, so slp lohs, but when the lesson end, i was still slping, den whole cls looking at me, so MALU!!! ohhs my god!!
after school le, went to makan, it was guides after tat, we were preparing fer the world song next sat, cos of thinking dae, hahas, cool! hahas, den we had to prepare fer master parade!! so tiring, how i wish i dun have to go, hais,
after master parade, we heard the news that we had won the PNA gold award again!!! hahahahahas, THIRD year we getting gold, so happy!! hahas, after tat, it was the release of guides, i was waiting fer my bro, i saw him, we started toking, hais, dunno wad to do, i told char wad had happen, n i cried, it was hurtful, i couldn't bear to give up on him, hais, sians, cried n cried n cried, hais,
hahas, anyway, todae was fun but too tiring n sad, (: n ):

HEY!!! LONG TIME NVR UPDATE LE,

hmm, long time nvr update le, i gt alot of things to sae, hahas,
first thing, i found my job le, hahas, me nw currently working at rivervale plaza derhs KFC, so come visit me, hahas, i might give ue discount, WHAHAHAS, starting working on 14 nov, hmm, although studying nw, still working, me having a great time, know alot of ppl, (sim siong, keng hei, aishah, etc..) i love working tere, hahas, so wish me happy working!!!

hais, alot of thing happen recently, its realie make me sad! the gd news ish i dun like JEREMY KHOO anymore, but instead i like a guy whom i nvr expected it, i realie dunno wad to do, becos of him, i cried alot, but he jus wanna me to forget him, i dunno wad to do, i m confused, how?? can anyone tell me? hais, no matter wad, i will still love you until the dae you tell me you do not love me, hais,